Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Yr 2008 wasn’t quite my yr… so many tin happen, can I say i the start and the cause????
Yes it is…
maybe we have been becomin more stranger to each other.. when i see u.. realli wan to have a gd chat wit u but it seen tat it not possible cos now the way I do the action i do and also the attitude I do make u more more away and the way u see me now is juz simply...
sometime saying wrong word also cos alot of prob.. nv cross my mind juz a word tat will cos so many inconvenience to other.. if onli i nv say tat word... but still in the end scolding had been done and bad comment have been done too...
‘the constant thing is changes, so sadness will change too’
means
wat constant thing will change,
only "changes" itself doesn't change
sadness one day will change too
i dun get the meaning on the start but later i get it meanin now.. do u???
i will be deleting some previous blog.. not to mention anythin..
it now too late to regret, to late to say anythin. if able to reverse time, i realli hope all these this will not happen..
tkz for giving me this chance and opportunity but i nv make use of it.. i let it slip away... there may won be another opportunity but still from the bottom from my heart i realli like u all.... no matter wat/how I will still maintain the way it is now…
tis will be my last blog here... and let tis be my last sadness on this blog on 2008… hope 2009 will be a better yrs
And I'm Tryin To Live Without You
And It's Hard To Achieve When Your Not Here
I Go On But I'm Thinking About You
Everyday, Away
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO U ALL....
FAREWELL =)
Labels: last wish on my final 2008
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Friday, December 19, 2008
Yesterday went to Fisherman Village to chill up.. enjoying the night sea breeze at the pub.. The sound of the breeze make me veri relaxing.. but at the same time it made me thinkin alot of thing.. lot of question mark keep comin around me.... however there is no ans but onli conclusion.
sometime realli wan to open this barrier, share the burden wit u, cheer u up when u r down. but i noe i not the one cos i noe there are other who can realli cheer u up. wat i do will onli make u even more frustrated.
been wanting to ask alot of ques and solve my question mark. but is there any use???
i have been keep tellin myself..... come on lah u alway 24 yr old yet still so childish. try to be mature can anot....... so tat y i choose not to say anythin . juz let slient conclude everything..
sometime i do hope to vent out my anger without any hesitation but who can i vent out to???? maybe this few day i might be goin to fisherman alone and juz vent out to the sea..... onli the sea will noe...
but there is a conclusion............... i content on the way it is now. nv ask for much.no matter how i being treat as...
however i tired le.. realli realli tired... juz hope once i close my eye and it end everythin.............
JUZ WAN TO STOP THIS NEGATIVE THOUGHT
Labels: who willing share this burden wit me??
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Sunday, December 14, 2008
sad sad sad
been veri sad for the day
nothin bad happen today but but..
juz totally been veri low mood for the day
juz dunno y
hai~~~~~~ sian~~~~~~ saddddddddddddddddddddd
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Labels: sad sad sad
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Friday, December 12, 2008
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laptop down out of the sudden today sadd =( need to go to woodland to service nxt wk... hai~~
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over!!!! IT FINALLY OVER!!!
final paper is over.. however..
today juz sat for my tele prin paper but then i super sad cos i can COMFIRM i goin to fail this paper. i study so hard yet hai~~~~ =( veri disappointed wit this term test... if i realli nv done well on tis term, nxt term need to buck up le.. study extra hard.. sian...
up comin for tis comin 2 wk holiday is projectS up ahead and also workin as well.. need to plan well for both.. need grade and $$$...
but now at least can relax abit.. can go
swimming and
sun tan le.. become fair fair le.. anyone wanna join along???
goin out to have dinner wit NS buddies later..
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
Juz woke up from my nap... this few day haven been much slp due to term test.. tired tired ~_~
today is my 3rd term test paper and still have one more paper to go b4 i be having my 2 wk freedom.
The last few day have been busy study and also staying overnite at my frien hse to study also.. but got a bad feeling tat i won be doin well for my MCT and Netfund.. have high chance of failing this 2 paper.. hai scare to the max.. but wat to do it already over and i have done my best. will noe my result on nxt sch term start.
Tin have been goin quite ok for me recently except study >_<
but somehow seen to be lackin of somethin.. wat is it i also dunno.. juz cant seen to figure out..
anyway juz get on wit my life 1st maybe then i noe wat i lack of =)
congrate ah gek to pass her driving TP.. now it time for her to drive us out soon.. faster rent a car gogogo =P
wanna go swimming and also wanna go genting..
NXT YR MARCH HOLIDAY COMFIRM MUZ GO GENTING.
muz plan plan and save save money le.
find ka kee to go also
gonna to study for my last paper le.. see ya soon =)
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Day of 3rd Dec
having flu and cough on my birthday.. my god!!!! struck lottery also nv so lucky lor.
havin a speech presentation for my cds and manage to get through..
last min outing wit SG, XH and PW and went to AMG HUB to watch Quantantie, eng version of spanish movie rec.
the show was quite boring for 1st half of the movie and then exciting and disgusting scene on the second half.. but overall quite boring lor..
to me rec is more scarier.
they have gave me a shoes bag which i wan long time ago... tkz tkz to them =)
feel great to hand out with them again. though still not so open but soon i will. realli enjoy out with them =) wanna go outin with them again
later tat went to nearby mac to do some revision awhile then go home.. tat how i spent my birthday day..
now my special is over and term test is a few day ahead.. so now is chiong study all the way.. hope i can get though tis term test.. jia you jia you!!!!!!!
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Happy Birthday to my own self
Finally
Navin Lau Yong Kai is 24 yr old le
one yr older le.. old liao old liao old uncle le... need to get more mature le..
have been seeing my frien birthday passing one by one and it finally my turn..
have been recieving birthday sms wishes from frien once the time strike 12am 3rd dec..
tkz to:
- celine phua
- benedict phua
- celine lau
- siew gek
- xue hua
- jasmin
- kenny (even flood my chatbox >_<)
- zhi xuan
- gwen
- shiqi
- chan chang
- sherline
- florence
- mei yu
- hui zhen
- pinz
- wei jia
- joanne ann
- keng xiang
- zhang he
- xu nuo
- ling duo
- zul
- attiyah
- Mei Xin
- Peng Cheng
- wei chao
- jun hao
- Henry
- charlotte
- chris
- wee wee
- wen jian
- jia jia
- david pok
- ling wee
- kit ping
- johnny
- gordon
- terrence
- wuling
- bei yi
- willy
- joan
- gillian
i haven seen hui zhen and keng xiang for quite some time le but still they remember my birthday even though by chance..
like wat i say it the thought tat count. realli tkz to all the friens for all the wishes
also tkz to the frien who have plan a celebration for me durin the last wkend
- jia jia
- ling wee
- mingsheng
- wen jian
- chris
- sharmine
- gordon
- wee wee
they make my last wkend the days =)
now it time to make wish.. actually i have lot lot of wishes to wish so
i wish... i wish... i wish.....
and hope all my wish will come true =)
due to term test is comin in a wk time so during my birthday as usual stuff go schoolin, then later staying back in sch to study for term test. then at nite go to mac and study again then go home slp. juz a normal day for me but muz go buy 4d to try luck =P
i hope for myself stay happy alway and hope veri thing be back normal as last time =)
anyway,
happy 24th birthday to me again!!!
we are 24 finally!!
Labels: happy birthday to me
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Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Advance birthday celebration for MR NAVIN LAU
29th Nov 2008
after work went to meet my ite frien at toa payoh.
we went to toa payoh to eat and then went to a nearby park name the turtle park to cut cake
it was kinda last min plan suggest by wen jian and here the special edition done by wen jian
and they specially bought me a mango cheese cake from Esprit.
1st time to see cake put in a metal box instead of paper box
mango cheese cake
prepare to put candle
i wish i wish.................... hope my wish come true
blow candle
a photo wit former tampines MCE 2C
time to cut cake
problem to take up the cake
wee wee and gordon who live from the west and north
wen jian gordon and me
chris couple and wen jian
again chris couple but tis time is me
onli a pity tat yi xiang and cheng bin and Desmond unable to make it. if not more fun
it was juz a short celebration but frankly speakin to me is a grand celebration for me cos i dun realli celebrate my birthday. not many ppl noe my birthday then also appreciate tat they still remember my birthday. feel veri gan dong (touched) realli tkz =) =P
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30th Nov 2008
woke up early in the mornin and went to TM to apply wireless boardband for my hse and get free 8.9 inches Asus laptop for my small brother for his birthday present on 14th dec.
then went to my ah ma hse to passva jacket for them for the Korean trip. stay awhile to eat ba kut tek (nice) and ah ma give me ang bao for my birthday =) love my ah ma alot
tat me and ah ma
me and ah ma and mischievous Clarence
me and Clarence
bryan me and clarence
later tat went to marina square to meet up with my cousin jia, ling wee and mingsheng.
decided to watch movie and eat dinner.. then happen to saw a sesame street performance and take a few shot
elmo
we went to catch a movie call the four christmases and the show is funny but also abit touching too. worth to watch.
then went to pasta creation cafe to eat. then went to bugis street to shop for awhile b4 went home. and they give me a bag as a birthday present.
kinda stun to me but realli like the bag alot. but then i also bought another bag for myself as a present too =)
present given by them
present i bought for myself =)
this yr was quite a nice birthday celebration for me. doesn't necessary to have present but is the thought tat count and also enjoy the short but happy celebration.
tkz to my ITE frien, cousin and sec sch frien =)
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1st dec 2008
after sch and stay back to study for my term test awhile, then went to Raymond chalet with SG and XH to celebrate justin and celine birthday (Justin 2nd dec and Celine's 19th nov)
went there to eat alot of food but end up myself having sore throat haha!!!
well nv been able to take photo wit celine but manage to take photo with justin and justin birthday is juz 1 day b4 me.
3rd dec birthday old uncle and 2nd dec young boy
me and justin again
it been awhile since i last saw ben celine and justin le and realli enjoy playin with them.
and here a wish to baby justin a happy birthday hope he had and enjoyable nite wit his frien relative and family =)
Lastly tks the phua family for the invitation and bbq food =) enjoy it
Fight on 1:58 AM
Monday, December 1, 2008
ravepiece blogger back in action again!!!!!!!!!!
been a few wks since i blog
so recap about program i have recently???
during the Helloween work nite
who more scarier??
grp of ghost
ghost face
ghost wit smile???
adm ghost =)
as a captain ball referee
shoot!!!!
doin cheer leading and see my butt so up
2 referee
tat me!!
having steamboat
a rare photo wit Far la di
During IT Fair the stuff i have bought and my god wah in one day spend around 400 plus le >_<
BENQ Laptop
free Harddrive (160GB)
Portable Speaker, i like it alot and sound range also quite large
Laptop cooler and i like the design and LED light(super nice)
during this nov have been a busy busy day for me... project project... assignment assignment... quiz quiz.... but all still goin well and quiz mange to pass =)
exam is around the corner and i been stayin back in sch to study.. not onli that sometime at nite went to the nearest mac to study abit.. quite scare i cannot study all the chapter in time... but try my best..
currently have been happen alot of tin around too.. frien met accident and hospitalise.. hope he can recover soon..
also now tryin to control my attitude and also wan to make up wit some frien.. hope to go back to normal like last time.. may need time to adjust but hope soon soon soon.. hope to go out wit them again.. will they wan again??? but will try my veri veri best...
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