Sunday, March 29, 2009
doubt doubt doubt cause me to make my pimple pop out so much...this few day, no matter where i am.. swimming, at home, sitting in bus, even at work, doubt has been rounding up me... tinking so stun until i cannot concentrate on certain tin... more worst i show abit of attitude too during work.. tat a bad example... and in fact not abit but is damn attitude and tat suck.... somehow juz wan to minimize the mistake made but this time it more worse... there was no reply so in another word i been blacklisted... wat happen to me either??? y have i become like tis??? can someone tell me... but dun tin no one will noe except myself... but even myself i also cannot explain....of all.. there are 2 doubt i realli wan to solve... but tis 2 doubt won be ever reveal unless there a courage within it... hope it can be solved b4 it too late or regret...to a frien (whether or by chance u happen to see this blog) if there ever a chance to chat alone face to face... i realli wan to say sorri for all the past i had did and the bad attitiude i have made... but i noe somehow tis won ever happen unless there realli a chance...it juz happen again.....
Fight on 8:16 PM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
so many tin to write so many tin to blog.. but not today...alot of tin have been changin lately including me.. i realise i have been tokin lesser... less word.. more conservative.. in order not to make more mistake...alot of misunderstanding have been occured but then juz let it be.. it juz an excuse if try to explain... and i noe i not young anymore... now dun realli care how ppl look.. but now i juz wan to overcome somethin and settle b4 i regret....a message to a frien : tat time u ask is there somethin troubling me... and i told u i will tell u on the nxt day.. but in the end i was tryin to avoid cos i juz dunno how to ans to u... juz maybe... but now i noe u have ur own prob to worry... and as compare to mine, mine is juz a peanut... i hope ur worry will soon be over.. i cannot help much but wat i can do is to give u moral support.. Jia you !!!!! take care of ur health too...
anyway havin a mj session wit my frien earlier on and wat i feel tat to me mj is the game where u can gather frien together..
then went to BLK 802 to have our late dinner or so call supper...
will not be workin for this wk.. gonna rot at home.... treat it as a resting period =)
the distance was juz difting apart.....
Fight on 11:52 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
damn tired and slpy after a day of work.. shag shag shag....
sometime i was juz wondering myself...
did i show my AP toward other???
seriously i not sure whether i have anot.. but on second thought i scare i might have unknowingly... maybe when time u juz try not to tok much but in the end u seen to have been giving AP to other without u knowing urself... and by the time u realised it already too late as u started to give bad impression to other... a childish way to handle tin... in a way to see i may be the most childish person though i not tat young now... wanted to change for the better but some how....
giving out reason is not a solution... it juz a excuse to hide myself or escape... so i juz rather remain slient and have a smile...
all the thing had already happen and unable to reverse back time... the mistake i had made is unable to take back... but wat i can do now is to change.. and make it into the minimum damage.... let time see the result.... ---------------------------------------------------------------
okok enough of tat... thur is my off day and got some task to accomplish...
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where r u now???
Fight on 11:42 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
this is a little small blog for the new wedding couple =)
This is the new wedding couple Zhihong and Mandy =) mange to get the photo from the facebook.. ssee how loving they are =)
today i have completed my 1st goal.. and the most important tin is i have a long chat wit my bro.. he has acc me around today.. so meanwhile we have been chatting... it been a long time since we bro have a chat cos we have been doin our own stuff and hardly chat... so realli have a gd chat =)
and tat me and my bro =) handsome rite =P (P.S:he still single wor)
today i have spend around $15 cab fare but then it ok cos it worth the money =)
i juz hope we can be back the same as last time.... a gd chat like b4....
Fight on 1:49 AM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
happen to find a few issue veri weird, well.. best not to reveal out... maybe tat the enjoyment tat ones wan... tat life... happy will do....somehow somewhat i juz feel the saddness.....juz hope the day will come....whenever i see u smile, i juz feel happy..i noe i dun mean anythin to u..but for u i will tolerate anythin...
Fight on 11:49 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Exam Result for 0706621JNETFUND : C+MODANI : C+EMATH : BMCT : CTELPRN : CAPEL2 : PPublic Speaking : Cwhich mean~~~~~~~~I HAVE PASS MY EXAM!!!!!!! WOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!after seeing this result is as if the stone is taken away from my heart... a great release =) NOW IS A COMFIRM HOLIDAY!!!!!! straight away outing..meet up wit xuan 1st in the afternoon, then up nxt is gek in the evening and finally meet beng at nite.. feel veri relieve now... plannin for this holiday..wanna go swimming, wanna go basketball, wanna play badbinton... work more earn more play more eat less... diet...give me one mth time...maybe goin to have a swim at tamp tml b4 work...editing of photo will be done soon and blog of trip to genting will be up soon...realli hope to share my happiness wit u....
Fight on 11:59 PM
Sunday, March 8, 2009
this 2 day i have been losing my temper.. wat wrong to me???
Park Closure for today in both park ETP and WWW.. freaking lot of ppl.. hot weather too...
alot thing happening... but dun wanna say much....
result will be coming out in 2 day time... was so worry and scare.. noe tat it all already over but cant help thinking... scare of retaking paper... worry and sad =( this few day dun feel like goin out until i got my result.. juz wan to stop worrying....
finally got all the photo from genting trip le... goin to update soon.... now doin editing of photo...
having a terrible sore throat.. having sexy voice.. unable to tok much.. maybe it gd for me...
*chao*
the way u look at me.........the way u treat.....hurt so much.....
Fight on 11:59 PM
Friday, March 6, 2009
juz back from movie.. 'PUSH'... went to acc my frien to watch this movie which is quite similar to to HEROES series, ppl wit special ability.. quite interesting.. nxt wanna watch 'Watchman'!!!!! who will wan to watch together???late evening went to my grandma hse to celebrate her 71th birthday.. phew i juz back from genting and so able to celebrate her birthday in time... soHAPPY 71th BIRTHDAY TO MY AH MA =)
and also
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMIN AND JOAN 's MOTHER =)
happen to see from joan blog.. so qiao their mother havin the same birthday wit my ah ma... hope they have an enjoyable celebration =)thought it not to me...like to see u smile more ..
Fight on 6:59 PM
I BACK FROM GENTING~~~~~~~~~~went to alot place
1st day: arrival in genting2nd day: down to KL shopping3rd day: went to theme park4th day: shopping and home sweet home =(having an enjoyable time... juz tat 4 day 3 nite is not enough cos still got lot of place haven visit.. juz hope there a chance to go again with longer day longer nite longer time =)"will update the photo and the place we visit when i receive the photo =)"back in singapore all the saddness and worry is comin back again... now is waiting for the countdown of my result =( juz hope.......the moment was happy..same time the moment was sad..however i feel content...cos i noe..maybe in ur eye, i juz a nobody...
Fight on 12:00 AM
Monday, March 2, 2009
time check 1255am.juz finish packing my stuff for the trip to genting..frankly speaking quite tired cos of the outing last nite and nv slp well..yesterday went to attend a newly wedding couple zhihong and mandy dinner at Orchard hotel. well he is same age as me yet he the 1st among i noe to get marriage 1st.. he had invited all the SSC ( in navy unit) mates who we nv contact once we ORD.. well we have a gd chat and also tok about the past we have encounter during our NS life... can say we realli have fun at tat time.. up and down we go through together and one by one we left the navy to carry on with our life. It all thank to zhihong =) 'Photo to be upload once i back'Zhihong is the 2nd person i seen to be the most patient person.. even to his wife mandy too.. they had been together for almost 6yr and now they have come to a new start of their life..ZHIHONG & MANDY
WISH U 2 HAPPINESS EVER
ZAO SHEN GUI ZI WOR =)
After zhihong wedding then went to meet up wit other frien at Clark Quay. went to a place name 'Pump Room' the atmosphere there is gd, live band is gd, everythin is gd except the drink... IT DAMN X lor... have spent quite alot on drink.. quite heart pain =( but most important is we enjoy =) and chill up until quite late and went home around 5 plus... shag.....
the following day woke up around 10am to meet up my polymate for a mj session... i been in a losing steak recently and today also no exception.. lost in the end.. later on went to my father shop to have dinner.. then went home to do packin...
well intending to brin another group to try out my father cookin =)
a few more hour to take off to genting le.. realli wan to enjoy there and currently put my saddness and worry in singapore.. when i back then it will come back to me.
do i have contain a place inside u???Fight on 12:54 AM
