Sunday, April 19, 2009
havin a mixed feelin of dun noe wat do i actually wan..
wat am i searchin for???
wat am i lookin for???
a moment of confusion.....
but still a Happy Birthday to my Lau Pa Pa =)
he now in bangkok but we brother give him a distance call and wish him a happy birthday..
hope he enjoy himself there =)
Fight on 3:27 AM
Friday, April 17, 2009
down wit a flu..
today once again went to east coast park but tis time no emoing.. juz wan to relax and also view the scenery as not sure when will be the nxt time to go there again... it was gd weather with no sun but a relaxing breeze... 
is there anyone willing to share tis moment of scenery wit me???
The Lunar Band
this guy is damn cool and funny too =)
and tat me whoohoh!!!
Finally i gotten my sch time table... quite a relax one and the best tin is fri i no need to go sch... but still cannot slack down and have to bug up my study.. muz improve my GPA..P.S the previous outing we have is already up.. pls proceed to Joan blog to have a view and also the fun we have at tat time... seriously she realli make our day =)
a mixed feelin for the day
Fight on 3:38 AM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Today was fun.. there jump, ride and walkin through the night.. with a tourguide guiding us the whole day program.. though got last min change of program but still everthin goes well and end well... specially tkz for our tourguide Miss Joan =)
viewing the nice scenery of the sea together wit the bright blue sky in the day and also the clear night wit star during the nite… realli feel comfortable.. same time make me have a thought… but it juz a stupid thought tat not to worth a mention… most important is the enjoyable time we have...
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maybe it true it cant be amended once there is a crack.. but still will try to fix it back to normal even though there is a scar within it... noe it hard but still will prove it.. (wah seen to be like makin a confess but hey is onli wan to maintain)----------------------------------------------------------
one more wk or in fact less then one wk to sch reopen.. tat will be a new start of study life after 7wk of holiday... till now still haven got sch time table.. will be meetin old sch poly frien again and will be stressing up on project and study.. GPA point havin been goin down during the pass 2 sem and so tis sem will have to make a better progess..
did i choose the right path???
did i make the right choice???
Fight on 2:00 AM
Monday, April 13, 2009
it actually nv cross my mind b4.. wat i need now is the courage to face it.. however the courage within me has almost use up last tues... but still i manage to force out abit of the courage to make a start out.. the rest is now up to a depend..
some ask me wat problem do i have actually.. sometime i realli do not noe how to say or explain.. cos some thing is cannot be explain through word... the onli tin i can do is to type out my thought through here... a thought where no one will noe wat i thinkin..
this is my blog of my inside world.. where no word be able to discribe or explain.. no one will see no one will understand.. it will nv be reveal out to the outside world... unless..... emo kid haha..
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kk enough of my inside world now back to my outside world..
yesterday last min call out to have a last min chill out with hong yuming and seng..
went to a place name Bark Cafe which is at Changi...
order beer and watch soccer too..
and funny thing is i drink quite alot but then i was not drunk.. so i tin i gd..haha
here a edit photo made by me taken at Bark Cafe
It a home alone day 1 for me now as parent and bro went to thailand for vacation... but today happen to see the news tat bangkok is quite in a mess.. hope they r fine at there...
it juz like a dream... searchin for an ans...
Fight on 12:17 AM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
tok about yesterday.. went to east coast park to have walk... well in fact.. i was emoing at tat time refreshing of all the incident during the past few month.. but also it a chance tat i need to make clearance to myself...come to tin of it.. i come to handle tin in a wrong way.. giving attitude, emo and alot of those stupid nonsense.. makin them annoyed.. there is a particular reason.. when u try to get rid of this reason then u be tryin in many bad way to make them despair u.. but i was wrong... totally wrong... cos not onli to the someone itself but to other as well..iszit too late to apologise???iszit too late to amend wat u have done??iszit too late to start all over again??iszit too late to make a persue???iszit too late to seek forgiveness??iszit too late to receive another chance???or maybe it juz simply too late....tat was the time i totally burst out..happen to meet joan and kun jie at east coast.. nv expect to see them there too...but i was realli wrong.. now u have been giving me a cold shoulder.. i dun wan tat to happen... i juz wan to be back like last time.. sometime hanging out wit u, havin a gd chat wit u.. i juz wan the way like b4.. i was wrong i sorri...
seen to be now i cant find back the old me anymore....i not sure whether anyone will be lookin at tis blog and will get the wrong idea.. but i tin it kinda too late now cos it the last min stuff tat i thought of and i juz type tis (09/10/09) now this mornin...
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Fight on 2:34 PM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
1stly a Happy Belated Birthday to Jasmin =)
wish her happy alway
suppose to go for mornin swimming but given a cold shoulder by the rain...
so nvm have a song with lyric by Utada Hikaru.. sound meaningful.. do enjoy =)
i juz fell so sad =(
it juz simply...
Fight on 8:12 PM
