Saturday, May 30, 2009

date now: 30/05/09

time now: 0740am.

juz back home from Changi Gerenal Hospital

6hr and 10min ago was an unforgettable experience and memory for me and hong... we both met an car accident at tampines safra T junction.. till now my hand and leg was still shivering..

29/05/09 11pm, me sammuir(hong) yuming mel jace and michelle went to tampines mall to watch terminator 4 salvation.. after the show we decided to go to geylang to eat dim sum.. so the gal went to take yu ming car while me together with sammuir car and tat was around 1pm.. we were chatting in the car and suddenly sammuir make a quick turn and juz a wink of eye saw lorry juz dash out of the junction and knock it into sam car on the driver side... in the nick of time sam make quick turn in order to lower down the knockin impact..

after the accident happen.. we were stun for a awhile b4 we got out of the car... i was still able to move around and immediately bring sam aside and call 995... my leg and hand was shivering though i was handling the incident.... after tat went to the lorry and took the photo of the lorry plate no. it was a indian driver and he was trying to leave the incident.. we were trying to stop him but then saw sam bleeding in pain and went to attend to him.. same time call to inform his father... then lorry juz drove off away... meanwhile yuming, the police car and ambulance arrive..

after giving the statement and lorry car plate no to the police, me and sam were brought to the hospital while yuming went to settle the damage car.. after checkup and observation it was comfirm i was onli havin a minor injury with small concussion.. but sam was quite abit serious cos there was a blood coil inside his eye.. and tat was around 235am.. sam mum and his brother arrive and she was crying... once i was done with everythin i went to meet up wit jace they all and now it to wait for sam turn for the check up..

at around 3pm yuming was back from the accident scene..then realli tkz to yuming.. he had been tryin to entertain us even though he is tired.. but it took around 3 hrs to complete his checkup and everythin was fine but he was need to stay in warded to have a observation for one wk and then we were finally relieve.. and also heard the new tat the driver was caught in tampines and was state he was drunk while driving.. realli have to say tat.. FUCK HIM!!!!!!!!!

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when recall back tat me and sam was fuckin damn lucky we manage to survive from this car accident with no major injury.. thin we realli survive from the death.. till now my hand and leg was shivering...

but wat if we nv survive from this accident... we COMFIRM will die with regret.. cos we got alot of thin haven accomplish.. tat wat come out from our mind during the incident... it seen tat we had given a new life and start a new life... also muz tkz to sam alertness to prevent large impact... for me i muz treasure n cherish wat is around me now and dun wan to lose any missing chance anymore....

and the morale of the story is tat even u are a safety driver doesn't mean u won encounter any accident.. it also depend on other driver too... for driver pls be careful while driving =)

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Fight on 7:39 AM

Monday, May 25, 2009

now i have one wk plus to adjust myself... if by tat time i still unable to suit the adjustment... then it will come to a conclusion..

hope i can adjust..

Fight on 12:09 PM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

wow juz back from party world.. and wat more is a treat from a frien.. realli tkz to michelle for the treat and also hong for the invitation =) a gd loud shout.. venge out my throat... juz at the rite time rite place..

but till now i cant help thinking of juz now.. juz cant help laughing stock inside me.. maybe wat u juz say about me is true actually.. wat u say had hit the spot of the misery point.. maybe i have tis thinkin all the time.. after wat u say i juz felt speechless... i cant voice out anythin.. cos i juz duno wat to voice out. or in another word i juz childish tat all.. i been trying hard to take out tis but somehow action juz move faster than the thinking.. by the time i realise it already too late.. i juz not my usual self.. juz to get scolded onli.. if i unable get through this myself no one can help me..

but after tis conversation make me realise one tin....................
a conclusion........

Labels: LOSER

Fight on 2:55 AM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Here are a few pic of the graduation day pic i took wit the the graduates =)

once again a congrate to them!!!!!!

me wit bee yean's sis

me wit Chee Wei

me wit GOD!!! he the one who help me alot in MCT

also a congrate to Ah Hui too.. happen to saw him there at the ceremony but no chance take a pic wit him.. so a BIG congrate to his graduation =)

one more yr to my turn for my graduation.. bear everythin for this one yr and study hard too =)

Fight on 8:38 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

juz now at sch library to do some revision on net infra quiz which is on thurs and also same time memorise French note for nxt wk quiz...

but b4 tat......

came to realise or in fact have knew long long time ago at some certain place i juz not my own self.. veri much different... iszit quiet, or should say emotional.. haha.. juz got the feeling tat was the time should remained slient and not spoil the fun... maybe have the kind of mindset... this seen to be I becoming another person… contain wit 2 faces??? which wan is the real me??? Who can tell me???

have been tryin hard to control tis temper.. feel bad to those i had been showin tis emotional thingy... cos of tis now it doesn't matter how ppl see how ppl look... or maybe they dun even bother at all.. maybe the bond was not there anymore but even juz normal will still be a gd wan.... maybe i juz not in there anymore...

maybe half of my stone have been put down but wat bout the other half???
but now have to put all this aside for a moment as term test is around the corner and is time for revision...

and in the end nv do much in revision in the library but onli play game game game.. diao..
realli have to memorise hard for French as it not as easy as u tin...

later on went to meet up with bee yean and qiu yan at TCC to attend bee yean's sister graduation.. a congratulation to her and also have the chance to take a photo wit the graduate.. meet alfred at there too.. not onli tat also get to eat the food there.. we juz went in to TCC openly to grab the food and makan... can ta bao home somemore lor... i like auntie helpin them to packet all the food.. i also packet abit home too..realli like auntie lor... old liao old liao... hahaha...

one more yr to go and i will be like them... graduation... so wat i have to do now is to bear everythin for juz one more yr...

and lastly a congratulation too to Hsueh Hua for her graduation =)

Fight on 11:48 PM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

story time... went to meet up wit qiu yan and bee yean at ri ben chun to have lunch... then we start wit our story by bee yean.. wah her story is quite complicated but then similiar to mine..

then tat afternoon i am their 'SISTER" wor..

do we look like sister???

then after lunch qiu yan went to work and at the same time sewtin came to meet us.. and our nxt stop will be marina barrage forced request by me... and we restart bee yean story again for sew tin to listen.. by the time she finish her story we have reach the destination.. wah.... very long story..

then after tat time to begin wit my story but was a short story..

then sister photo wit sewtin =

and photo photo phtot!!!!!!!!

then we went to town and there happen to have a singing competition at Heelen.. so stop by to listen a few contestant song..

then lastly went to sewtin bf shop to have some snack b4 hm sweet hm =)

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Judgement day???

questions has been asked and ans has been given

though main was not ask...

but maybe tat is the best outcome.. by rite...

however..

a powerful question was being asked.. which dunno how to reply..

but wat i can say is....

wat if i say it out and wat if i nv say it out..

does it make a different???

if it make a different i will make no hestitation to say it out loud..

but no matter wat i say..

the result will still be the same..

there4 i rather remain slient..

somehow have noe wat is needed to be noe...

everthin was ended wit a smile...

tkz for the time =)

Fight on 1:12 AM

Friday, May 15, 2009

out wit the old cds mate tml... goin to tell each of our story... we have been waitin slient for the day to come.. be sure to tell me all ur story wor.. haha..

will it be the jugdement day tml???

mind have been in a confusion..

till now i still not sure whether i should go for it anot..

but in the end i will still go ahead...

how to start?? how to end???

wat will be the outcome???

gd or bad?? happy or sad??

i already prepare for the worst...

but i noe the outcome is juz a saddness within....

i realli scare wit the outcome..

but i will face it... wit no regret..

Fight on 9:32 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

it was juz another day

Fight on 4:53 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

2nd may is a whole pack busy day with goin different place.. 1stly went to catch up with jasmine her boyfriend ling wee ah pok and mingsheng to k box to celebrate jasmine birthday... so 1st wish jasmine happy birthday =)

wit mingsheng help he get us a VIP room with a pool table for juz the 5 of us...

after around 2 plus went to nxt destination.. which is at Yishun Orchid Country Club where my primary sch classmate Deliwati is holding her wedding lunch at there.. saw alot of old sch frien.. they still remain the same but however they were shock to see me cos i made the most change among them.. i was also shock to see them shock too.. haha...

after the wedding had to rush back home to take passport... then after tat went to toa payoh meet up wit jasmine again to have dinner together..

up next went to meet up with ah hong yuming seng to watch X-men origin; wolverine.. finally got someone wan to watch tat movie wit me... kinda sad tat previous time no one is free... The fight scene was gd... but overall okok... but man wolverine and ganbit is damn cool..

after movie went to johor.. went to acc hong they all.. we went to johor for juz awhile then we make it back to singapore again.. finally destination is upper thomson road to have supper.. and by the time we reach home is 5 am...

was a busy outing but then i end up wit an injury which i sprain my angle at johor...

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did i get back to my old self??? till now i still not sure...

somehow juz feel there somethin lackin.. but tat somethin r juz not meant to be...

juz maybe....

to other

i juz not tat reliable after all..

to other
i juz a boring person after all...

how i wish to be a light to shine one up.. giving care and concern.. giving attention… a light where one would be confortable wit..

but still... if u ever need a hand... i here... alway....

wanna to clear the thought within it.. and also muz use to the life i leadin now...

juz wanna miss...wanna like....

but where does ur heart lie???

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forget about the past and tin of the present
who u r is wat u r now..
juz be urself... be myself..

Fight on 5:15 AM

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