Monday, June 22, 2009
this wk was wk of schooling, workin and project..
got my term test result and i got quite a gd grade.. nicey and now is for the exam left to go..
maybe compare to other. my knowledge to the outside world is still limted and it time to upgrade myself.. though it maybe a little too late but there a willing to earn it will nv be too late...
endure a little more to get through out the light.. how the future will it be.. wat will i be in the future.. plannin is done.. another yr to go...
so wat if it a student???
will there be a change or can it be lowered??
unable to jump to conclusion yet..
felt lost of the thought...
Fight on 2:19 AM
Friday, June 19, 2009
reachin to the limit of tiredness......
this wk have been workin workin workin.. after workin is outin outin outin..
monday---> workin, dinner and chatting wit workin frien
thuesday---> workin, outin wit primary sch frien for dinner
wednesday---> workin, went to watch movie with workin frien
thurday---> workin, went to Lunar live band with frien to chill up..
friday----> went to lawyer firm, workin, went to frien hse for project..
have been reachin home late and in the end slp late.... should change this habit and try to slp early.. sometime when u didn't tin of anythin it juz come to u... but on the other hand when u wish to go for it, it will juz drift u away and away.. when will be the time where u can see it comin and also come into u and u will nv let go of it???
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a recall back of the car accident and here the pic of my frien car... one word to describe... chui...
Fight on 10:58 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
learn to lift up, learn to put down 
finally my conclusion is to put a full stop to it.. in order not to get deeper inside.. maybe tat the best way avoid more trouble..
learn to give way and learn to give in
i now quite happy wit my attitude performance tis recently cos i have been tryin to control my so call "f**k up" pattern and it turn out to be in a smooth condition.. how other look how other see it doesn't realli matter to me cos most important is how i goin to define myself.. how i goin to look myself.. how i goin to treat other.. maybe it onli last a short period and who noe i might be back my old self but still i will try try try no matter wat..
wat make me have this change, maybe it due to the accident.. and it time for me to wake up...
Fight on 9:45 PM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
mind was in a swirlpoint was deducted and was tryin to redeem back..
should continue forward or should juz stop at here.
how do noe the result.. how to noe the process..
it was juz simply a mystery..
was it a false hope.....
Fight on 11:28 PM
Friday, June 5, 2009
sam has discharge from CGH yesterday and today we went to lodge a police report of the car accident.. statement had been made but i almost cock up the statement... cos i almost forgot where we had landed after the accident.. stupid me rite. but lucky sam able to recall.. phew..
finally exam is over on 3/6/09.. 2 wk of holiday has start.. so it time to earn some $$$... but not forgetting about fun outing during the holiday.. haha.. but then i now broke.. and i back goin to work in a few hr time... so it earning $$$ time =)
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PIC TIME =)
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sometime it realli quite hard to make a decision..
Fight on 12:22 AM
Monday, June 1, 2009
it been 2 day since the accident happen but then the whole scenery still inside my head and the side effect of the concussion has start... neck start to ach and pain.. hope it be gone in a few day time....
ame time no mood to study for term test.. tryin to push myself to study but it juz cant seen to study.. but still got some teachin from my frien so hope it will help during the term test... and it juz few hour away to the 1st paper...
somehow i see the a new light within me...
till now i still cant imagine me n sam survived from the car accident.. somemore wit minor injury onli..
hope it will be a brand new life for me after this accident.. change for the better.. i need to prove it to myself..
Fight on 12:52 AM
mind was in a swirl