my world

2010-02-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

y iszit turn out to be in tis way???

wat to do and wat to say???

thought thought and thought....

wat happen nxt will juz change everything...

some thought cannot be express through word...

2009-09-28T01:41:00.006+08:00

back back back back from F1 formula..

a new experience as a security.. a continuous straight 8 day of 12 hr shift standing whole day.. has been startin work on 19th sept from 10 am to 10pm but on the startin of the event it has change from 12noon to 12 midnight. lucky there is a claim of cab fare if not lugy for us.

from this f1 formula had seen alot of people.. seen how people havin connection through the workin line they in.. but the most important thing is the racing hoho!!! the sound was damn damn loud but then shiok!!!

the most important thing is the ppl i meet.. my team have a gd ic.. a humble fellow who look after his staff well and also cock joke he had haha!! 2ic also not bad though he like to mia alot or eat snake alot too =p and also the staff we workin together for the 4 day.. we realli help each other even though we lack of manpower.. though there a bit complain of here and there but still we make through the event =) a hurray for them =)

will be workin 5 more day b4 i havin some break le. so endure this 5 day and money into my pocket hoho =) and photo and video of F1 formula Grand Prix Final will be out in nxt blog. nite =)

sometime realli cannot judge the book by it cover

2009-09-11T01:59:00.008+08:00

Exam Result:

Digital Com: C+

OrgCom : B

FDMP : B+

NetInfra : C

ITG proj : B+

French : C

Whuahaha.. i pass my exam le.. and it better then i expected =p i noe the GPA has drop alot but then it ok cos at least i make through this sem again.. work harder for the nxt sem MP =)

recently went for a course of security to get a license.. 6 day course includin test.. role play somemore.. and so die die have to pass the test jia you jia you =) if not i die lor haha..

kk time to let the pic to do the tok =)

start wit

Jun Hao and Chan Chang B'day chalet=)

JB at Jusco mooncake hunting & cheap cheap dinner =)

The purpose of life is the life of purpose

2009-09-01T01:34:00.003+08:00

林峰-愛在記憶中找你

a song somehow filled with saddness.. do enjoy.. (now i noe y emo song all so nice..)

but in reality i have found u...

2009-08-27T01:31:00.003+08:00

havin a strong flu durin my last paper.. but nvm cos..............

FINALLY!!!!! HOLIDAY!!!

exam finally over!!!! now is to pray hard tat my exam able to get through.. pray hard!!!

and then it now party time whoohoo!!!!

but then not party time also lah.. during this holiday hope to work more and earn some money... but the most important is to LOST WEIGHT !!!! been gainin quite alot tis few mth and stomach is comin out... and tat NO WAY man!!!

planning to start joggin tml and also same time to train for yellow ribbon run.. go go go!!!

life a climb..

2009-08-18T00:23:00.015+08:00

I BACK FOR BLOGGIN =)

been sometime since i blog le.. so it gonna be a long one...

1st up let me intro someone... and tat my gf and her name is mellisa

a veri nice gal i happen to meet through sam.

alot 'qiao' stuff between us and also if not for tat word we would not have been together.. so realli thank to tat word =p

Past is History
Future is always Unpredicable
Present is a Gift tat we must Treasure

no one noe wat will we be happen in the future but then juz treasure wat we have rite now.. rite!!!!

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07/08/09

an advance celebration for our birthday boy mr ben su =)

went to a pub which is in orchard ( forgot the name and place le)

wit live band and nice atmosphere too =)

a surprise present of GUCCI wallet for him!!

follow wit photo.

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10/08/09

special feast made by mr ben su b4 i went to work

someone favourite =p

i like this dish =)

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23/08/09

outing wit my old FOM mates(without qiu yan)

went for cycling at east coast

wah 2 more day to my exam and i still go play.. my god!!!

but the nxt day is comfirm study time... juz hope to get throught the exam can le =(

Past is History
Future is always Mystery
Present is a Gift tat we must Treasure

2009-07-28T23:47:00.008+08:00

Day out w long-time-no-see-frens!

went to meet out with Mei Jin and Xiu Ping.. was late at tat moment due to some crop up in sch. went to meet them at bugis and went to mac for lunch. went to have walk then a last min of suggestion for singin session.. then Mei Jin intro a place to sing which is at bedok interchange princess.. the rate was quite cheap.. $30 every 3 hr with free can drink. though not as gd as K box party world but still on the singing session. nice place too =)

lets start the ball rolling pic wit me hoho!!!

some chick shot =)

finally group photo =)

i left early due to another meetin while the 2 gal continue their singin till 8.. shiok!!!

now i realise most of my frien realli got a gd voice and also new ka kee for singing session wahhahah!!!! shall go sing again soon =)

maybe it true..

when u juz was about to give somethin important up, out of no where it will juz come to u and the hope is there for u.. so when the time the hope realli come.. dun let it slip it out from ur hand..

2009-07-22T17:45:00.003+08:00

it been awhile

recently alot of happening tin.. 1st was havin fever up and down and took 4 day to recover.. havin some test comin ahead and manage to get through it smoothly.

now up nxt will be the french role play.. will be doin solo with the lecturer.. script is done and now is the remaining of doin pronouncing and memorising..

exam date is out and it time to do some revision.. tryin to get a better result..

not forgetting about outing wit frien and chill out =)

wat i need now is juz a bit more of confidence

2009-07-06T01:22:00.004+08:00

a whole lot of work today at www.. changin of system 3 time a day..

1stly is half manual half network, then fully manual and finally back to network system again..

doin closin was whole lot of shit.. onli help out half way and unable to stay back to help out due to havin appointment after work.. but lucky to have other to help jasmin in the closin.. bad for me for not helpin her..

went to meet out wit frien to have a dinner and walk around.. went to cafe cartel to have dinner then went to bakerzine to have desert..

a 3 hr of conversation was commented.. and lot of their experience was given to me.. about the ppl they meet.. about the work life they encounter.. how they face it and how they handle.. happen to heard one sentence :

wat is the difference between a chef and a cook

the difference between a chef n a cook is onli the way of thinking and accepting plus giving & knowledge of product of each person as they have the same skill, passion in cookin.. mostly it come from how 1 thinks...

doesn't this apply to all also???

u r learning everyday.. need to be more open to other whether in workin or playin.. so wat if u have teach the new ppl all the skill u have learn.. cos by the time they have learn everythin from u, u have reach another new level of learning skill..

on top of tis is wat i lack of and now is tryin to more open to other.. especially during work.. i have been quite close heart in work but i am improving but then need to improve more..

a conversation wit them realli make me think alot.. though according to the stat i can onli rem max 10% of wat they tokin juz now.. but nvm juz let my brain take it process of sorting it out by itself..

all of us were in the same age but however wat they see is much more further than me.. time need to wake up my F**king idea.. juz wondering aren't i lucky to meet this type of frien =)

judgin a person is not by usin ur eye but is through ur heart.. (learning on the process)

2009-07-03T03:20:00.008+08:00

CNB BSC outing!!!!

went out wit old ns mate adrian, kian, loke and wei ming ... been a few mth since i last saw them... same time loke was back from his oversea study for vacation.. we went to a japanese restaurant to have buffet.. there a staff who was quite a interesting person and entertain us even through she was busy.. tat was quite a gd customer service.. we were damn full and the food there was gd though it cost around $40..

after dinner went to east coast park to do some prawning.. haha... my second time and their 1st time.. for the 1st half hr we didn't catch any prawn whereas the ppl beside us had caught 5 prawn juz within 20min.. then later on loke had caught his 1st prawn then follow by me..

wei ming recently had bought a camera and he tell us about the camera model and also the amature shot at nite how the time taken to take one shot and the resolution different between with flash light and non flashlight.. went to the beach to do some photo testing and it was quite amazing cos during the time taken to complete one shot it will accumulate our action taken durin the time.. then do some creativity shot by usin the light focus..

i been wanting to buy this camera and the camera cost around 600 plus plus and 2nd hand somemore.. but if i have the money i will sure go and buy.. wahhaa.. but too bad no $$$ =( juz have to wait....

wat i need now is juz a little bit of confidence..

2009-07-01T04:27:00.003+08:00

finally i staying at home to rot for the whole day after sch.. recently have been workin and outin and projecting.. have been home late for the past few wk... sometime it juz feel gd to juz stay at home and rot.. maybe i make use of today to juz rot and roll at hm... slack.....

hey a last min call to go party world for some singing at orchard.. free anyway so i go.. somemore nxt time class start at 11am.. singing is time to relax and enjoy... mic on me!!!!

is there a different between workin ppl and student???

aren't there the same???

2009-06-22T02:19:00.004+08:00

this wk was wk of schooling, workin and project..

got my term test result and i got quite a gd grade.. nicey and now is for the exam left to go..

maybe compare to other. my knowledge to the outside world is still limted and it time to upgrade myself.. though it maybe a little too late but there a willing to earn it will nv be too late...

endure a little more to get through out the light.. how the future will it be.. wat will i be in the future.. plannin is done.. another yr to go...

so wat if it a student???

will there be a change or can it be lowered??

unable to jump to conclusion yet..

felt lost of the thought...

2009-06-19T22:58:00.007+08:00

reachin to the limit of tiredness......

this wk have been workin workin workin.. after workin is outin outin outin..

monday---> workin, dinner and chatting wit workin frien

thuesday---> workin, outin wit primary sch frien for dinner

wednesday---> workin, went to watch movie with workin frien

thurday---> workin, went to Lunar live band with frien to chill up..

friday----> went to lawyer firm, workin, went to frien hse for project..

have been reachin home late and in the end slp late.... should change this habit and try to slp early..

sometime when u didn't tin of anythin it juz come to u... but on the other hand when u wish to go for it, it will juz drift u away and away.. when will be the time where u can see it comin and also come into u and u will nv let go of it???

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a recall back of the car accident and here the pic of my frien car... one word to describe... chui...

2009-06-14T21:45:00.005+08:00

learn to lift up, learn to put down

finally my conclusion is to put a full stop to it.. in order not to get deeper inside.. maybe tat the best way avoid more trouble..

learn to give way and learn to give in

i now quite happy wit my attitude performance tis recently cos i have been tryin to control my so call "f**k up" pattern and it turn out to be in a smooth condition.. how other look how other see it doesn't realli matter to me cos most important is how i goin to define myself.. how i goin to look myself.. how i goin to treat other.. maybe it onli last a short period and who noe i might be back my old self but still i will try try try no matter wat..

wat make me have this change, maybe it due to the accident.. and it time for me to wake up...

2009-06-11T23:28:00.004+08:00

mind was in a swirl

point was deducted and was tryin to redeem back..

should continue forward or should juz stop at here.

how do noe the result.. how to noe the process..

it was juz simply a mystery..

was it a false hope.....

2009-06-05T00:22:00.005+08:00

sam has discharge from CGH yesterday and today we went to lodge a police report of the car accident.. statement had been made but i almost cock up the statement... cos i almost forgot where we had landed after the accident.. stupid me rite. but lucky sam able to recall.. phew..

finally exam is over on 3/6/09.. 2 wk of holiday has start.. so it time to earn some $$$... but not forgetting about fun outing during the holiday.. haha.. but then i now broke.. and i back goin to work in a few hr time... so it earning $$$ time =)

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PIC TIME =)

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sometime it realli quite hard to make a decision..

2009-06-01T00:52:00.006+08:00

it been 2 day since the accident happen but then the whole scenery still inside my head and the side effect of the concussion has start... neck start to ach and pain.. hope it be gone in a few day time....

ame time no mood to study for term test.. tryin to push myself to study but it juz cant seen to study.. but still got some teachin from my frien so hope it will help during the term test... and it juz few hour away to the 1st paper...

somehow i see the a new light within me...

till now i still cant imagine me n sam survived from the car accident.. somemore wit minor injury onli..

hope it will be a brand new life for me after this accident.. change for the better.. i need to prove it to myself..

2009-05-30T07:39:00.005+08:00

date now: 30/05/09

time now: 0740am.

juz back home from Changi Gerenal Hospital

6hr and 10min ago was an unforgettable experience and memory for me and hong... we both met an car accident at tampines safra T junction.. till now my hand and leg was still shivering..

29/05/09 11pm, me sammuir(hong) yuming mel jace and michelle went to tampines mall to watch terminator 4 salvation.. after the show we decided to go to geylang to eat dim sum.. so the gal went to take yu ming car while me together with sammuir car and tat was around 1pm.. we were chatting in the car and suddenly sammuir make a quick turn and juz a wink of eye saw lorry juz dash out of the junction and knock it into sam car on the driver side... in the nick of time sam make quick turn in order to lower down the knockin impact..

after the accident happen.. we were stun for a awhile b4 we got out of the car... i was still able to move around and immediately bring sam aside and call 995... my leg and hand was shivering though i was handling the incident.... after tat went to the lorry and took the photo of the lorry plate no. it was a indian driver and he was trying to leave the incident.. we were trying to stop him but then saw sam bleeding in pain and went to attend to him.. same time call to inform his father... then lorry juz drove off away... meanwhile yuming, the police car and ambulance arrive..

after giving the statement and lorry car plate no to the police, me and sam were brought to the hospital while yuming went to settle the damage car.. after checkup and observation it was comfirm i was onli havin a minor injury with small concussion.. but sam was quite abit serious cos there was a blood coil inside his eye.. and tat was around 235am.. sam mum and his brother arrive and she was crying... once i was done with everythin i went to meet up wit jace they all and now it to wait for sam turn for the check up..

at around 3pm yuming was back from the accident scene..then realli tkz to yuming.. he had been tryin to entertain us even though he is tired.. but it took around 3 hrs to complete his checkup and everythin was fine but he was need to stay in warded to have a observation for one wk and then we were finally relieve.. and also heard the new tat the driver was caught in tampines and was state he was drunk while driving.. realli have to say tat.. FUCK HIM!!!!!!!!!

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when recall back tat me and sam was fuckin damn lucky we manage to survive from this car accident with no major injury.. thin we realli survive from the death.. till now my hand and leg was shivering...

but wat if we nv survive from this accident... we COMFIRM will die with regret.. cos we got alot of thin haven accomplish.. tat wat come out from our mind during the incident... it seen tat we had given a new life and start a new life... also muz tkz to sam alertness to prevent large impact... for me i muz treasure n cherish wat is around me now and dun wan to lose any missing chance anymore....

and the morale of the story is tat even u are a safety driver doesn't mean u won encounter any accident.. it also depend on other driver too... for driver pls be careful while driving =)

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2009-05-25T12:09:00.004+08:00

now i have one wk plus to adjust myself... if by tat time i still unable to suit the adjustment... then it will come to a conclusion..

hope i can adjust..

LOSER

2009-05-24T02:55:00.006+08:00

wow juz back from party world.. and wat more is a treat from a frien.. realli tkz to michelle for the treat and also hong for the invitation =) a gd loud shout.. venge out my throat... juz at the rite time rite place..

but till now i cant help thinking of juz now.. juz cant help laughing stock inside me.. maybe wat u juz say about me is true actually.. wat u say had hit the spot of the misery point.. maybe i have tis thinkin all the time.. after wat u say i juz felt speechless... i cant voice out anythin.. cos i juz duno wat to voice out. or in another word i juz childish tat all.. i been trying hard to take out tis but somehow action juz move faster than the thinking.. by the time i realise it already too late.. i juz not my usual self.. juz to get scolded onli.. if i unable get through this myself no one can help me..

but after tis conversation make me realise one tin....................
a conclusion........

2009-05-21T20:38:00.004+08:00

Here are a few pic of the graduation day pic i took wit the the graduates =)

once again a congrate to them!!!!!!

me wit bee yean's sis

me wit Chee Wei

me wit GOD!!! he the one who help me alot in MCT

also a congrate to Ah Hui too.. happen to saw him there at the ceremony but no chance take a pic wit him.. so a BIG congrate to his graduation =)

one more yr to my turn for my graduation.. bear everythin for this one yr and study hard too =)

2009-05-19T23:48:00.008+08:00

juz now at sch library to do some revision on net infra quiz which is on thurs and also same time memorise French note for nxt wk quiz...

but b4 tat......

came to realise or in fact have knew long long time ago at some certain place i juz not my own self.. veri much different... iszit quiet, or should say emotional.. haha.. juz got the feeling tat was the time should remained slient and not spoil the fun... maybe have the kind of mindset... this seen to be I becoming another person… contain wit 2 faces??? which wan is the real me??? Who can tell me???

have been tryin hard to control tis temper.. feel bad to those i had been showin tis emotional thingy... cos of tis now it doesn't matter how ppl see how ppl look... or maybe they dun even bother at all.. maybe the bond was not there anymore but even juz normal will still be a gd wan.... maybe i juz not in there anymore...

maybe half of my stone have been put down but wat bout the other half???
but now have to put all this aside for a moment as term test is around the corner and is time for revision...

and in the end nv do much in revision in the library but onli play game game game.. diao..
realli have to memorise hard for French as it not as easy as u tin...

later on went to meet up with bee yean and qiu yan at TCC to attend bee yean's sister graduation.. a congratulation to her and also have the chance to take a photo wit the graduate.. meet alfred at there too.. not onli tat also get to eat the food there.. we juz went in to TCC openly to grab the food and makan... can ta bao home somemore lor... i like auntie helpin them to packet all the food.. i also packet abit home too..realli like auntie lor... old liao old liao... hahaha...

one more yr to go and i will be like them... graduation... so wat i have to do now is to bear everythin for juz one more yr...

and lastly a congratulation too to Hsueh Hua for her graduation =)

2009-05-17T01:12:00.013+08:00

story time... went to meet up wit qiu yan and bee yean at ri ben chun to have lunch... then we start wit our story by bee yean.. wah her story is quite complicated but then similiar to mine..

then tat afternoon i am their 'SISTER" wor..

do we look like sister???

then after lunch qiu yan went to work and at the same time sewtin came to meet us.. and our nxt stop will be marina barrage forced request by me... and we restart bee yean story again for sew tin to listen.. by the time she finish her story we have reach the destination.. wah.... very long story..

then after tat time to begin wit my story but was a short story..

then sister photo wit sewtin =
and photo photo phtot!!!!!!!!

then we went to town and there happen to have a singing competition at Heelen.. so stop by to listen a few contestant song..

then lastly went to sewtin bf shop to have some snack b4 hm sweet hm =)

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Judgement day???

questions has been asked and ans has been given

though main was not ask...

but maybe tat is the best outcome.. by rite...

however..

a powerful question was being asked.. which dunno how to reply..

but wat i can say is....

wat if i say it out and wat if i nv say it out..

does it make a different???

if it make a different i will make no hestitation to say it out loud..

but no matter wat i say..

the result will still be the same..

there4 i rather remain slient..

somehow have noe wat is needed to be noe...

everthin was ended wit a smile...

tkz for the time =)

2009-05-15T21:32:00.004+08:00

out wit the old cds mate tml... goin to tell each of our story... we have been waitin slient for the day to come.. be sure to tell me all ur story wor.. haha..

will it be the jugdement day tml???

mind have been in a confusion..

till now i still not sure whether i should go for it anot..

but in the end i will still go ahead...

how to start?? how to end???

wat will be the outcome???

gd or bad?? happy or sad??

i already prepare for the worst...

but i noe the outcome is juz a saddness within....

i realli scare wit the outcome..

but i will face it... wit no regret..

2009-05-13T16:53:00.002+08:00

it was juz another day

2009-05-02T05:15:00.017+08:00

2nd may is a whole pack busy day with goin different place.. 1stly went to catch up with jasmine her boyfriend ling wee ah pok and mingsheng to k box to celebrate jasmine birthday... so 1st wish jasmine happy birthday =)

wit mingsheng help he get us a VIP room with a pool table for juz the 5 of us...

after around 2 plus went to nxt destination.. which is at Yishun Orchid Country Club where my primary sch classmate Deliwati is holding her wedding lunch at there.. saw alot of old sch frien.. they still remain the same but however they were shock to see me cos i made the most change among them.. i was also shock to see them shock too.. haha...

after the wedding had to rush back home to take passport... then after tat went to toa payoh meet up wit jasmine again to have dinner together..

up next went to meet up with ah hong yuming seng to watch X-men origin; wolverine.. finally got someone wan to watch tat movie wit me... kinda sad tat previous time no one is free... The fight scene was gd... but overall okok... but man wolverine and ganbit is damn cool..

after movie went to johor.. went to acc hong they all.. we went to johor for juz awhile then we make it back to singapore again.. finally destination is upper thomson road to have supper.. and by the time we reach home is 5 am...

was a busy outing but then i end up wit an injury which i sprain my angle at johor...

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did i get back to my old self??? till now i still not sure...

somehow juz feel there somethin lackin.. but tat somethin r juz not meant to be...

juz maybe....

to other

i juz not tat reliable after all..

to other
i juz a boring person after all...

how i wish to be a light to shine one up.. giving care and concern.. giving attention… a light where one would be confortable wit..

but still... if u ever need a hand... i here... alway....

wanna to clear the thought within it.. and also muz use to the life i leadin now...

juz wanna miss...wanna like....

but where does ur heart lie???

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forget about the past and tin of the present
who u r is wat u r now..
juz be urself... be myself..

2009-04-19T03:27:00.006+08:00

havin a mixed feelin of dun noe wat do i actually wan..

wat am i searchin for???

wat am i lookin for???

a moment of confusion.....

but still a Happy Birthday to my Lau Pa Pa =)

he now in bangkok but we brother give him a distance call and wish him a happy birthday..

hope he enjoy himself there =)

it was juz a moment..

2009-04-17T03:38:00.008+08:00

down wit a flu..

today once again went to east coast park but tis time no emoing.. juz wan to relax and also view the scenery as not sure when will be the nxt time to go there again... it was gd weather with no sun but a relaxing breeze...

is there anyone willing to share tis moment of scenery wit me???

went to have my IPPT test later on.. due to down wit flu i fail my 2.4kim run by 24sec.. which mean i fail my IPPT but i will have a sec chance to retake the test again...

a gatherin wit the boys for chill up b4 sch reopen... went to Lunar at Clark Quay... it was chinese live band pub for ppl who like chinese song... no much ppl due to it on wkday but the song was gd and the atmosphere was gd... here a few takan photo along wit the Lunar Band

The Lunar Band

this guy is damn cool and funny too =)

and tat me whoohoh!!!

Finally i gotten my sch time table... quite a relax one and the best tin is fri i no need to go sch... but still cannot slack down and have to bug up my study.. muz improve my GPA..

P.S the previous outing we have is already up.. pls proceed to Joan blog to have a view and also the fun we have at tat time... seriously she realli make our day =)

a mixed feelin for the day

2009-04-15T02:00:00.007+08:00

Today was fun.. there jump, ride and walkin through the night.. with a tourguide guiding us the whole day program.. though got last min change of program but still everthin goes well and end well... specially tkz for our tourguide Miss Joan =)

viewing the nice scenery of the sea together wit the bright blue sky in the day and also the clear night wit star during the nite… realli feel comfortable.. same time make me have a thought… but it juz a stupid thought tat not to worth a mention… most important is the enjoyable time we have...

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maybe it true it cant be amended once there is a crack.. but still will try to fix it back to normal even though there is a scar within it... noe it hard but still will prove it.. (wah seen to be like makin a confess but hey is onli wan to maintain)

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one more wk or in fact less then one wk to sch reopen.. tat will be a new start of study life after 7wk of holiday... till now still haven got sch time table.. will be meetin old sch poly frien again and will be stressing up on project and study.. GPA point havin been goin down during the pass 2 sem and so tis sem will have to make a better progess..

did i choose the right path???
did i make the right choice???

2009-04-13T00:17:00.012+08:00

it actually nv cross my mind b4..

wat i need now is the courage to face it.. however the courage within me has almost use up last tues... but still i manage to force out abit of the courage to make a start out.. the rest is now up to a depend..

some ask me wat problem do i have actually.. sometime i realli do not noe how to say or explain.. cos some thing is cannot be explain through word... the onli tin i can do is to type out my thought through here... a thought where no one will noe wat i thinkin..

this is my blog of my inside world.. where no word be able to discribe or explain.. no one will see no one will understand.. it will nv be reveal out to the outside world... unless.....

emo kid haha..

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kk enough of my inside world now back to my outside world..

yesterday last min call out to have a last min chill out with hong yuming and seng..

went to a place name Bark Cafe which is at Changi...

order beer and watch soccer too..

and funny thing is i drink quite alot but then i was not drunk.. so i tin i gd..haha

here a edit photo made by me taken at Bark Cafe

It a home alone day 1 for me now as parent and bro went to thailand for vacation... but today happen to see the news tat bangkok is quite in a mess.. hope they r fine at there...

it juz like a dream... searchin for an ans...

2009-04-08T14:34:00.005+08:00

tok about yesterday.. went to east coast park to have walk... well in fact.. i was emoing at tat time refreshing of all the incident during the past few month.. but also it a chance tat i need to make clearance to myself...

come to tin of it.. i come to handle tin in a wrong way.. giving attitude, emo and alot of those stupid nonsense.. makin them annoyed.. there is a particular reason.. when u try to get rid of this reason then u be tryin in many bad way to make them despair u.. but i was wrong... totally wrong... cos not onli to the someone itself but to other as well..

iszit too late to apologise???
iszit too late to amend wat u have done??
iszit too late to start all over again??
iszit too late to make a persue???
iszit too late to seek forgiveness??
iszit too late to receive another chance???

or maybe it juz simply too late....

tat was the time i totally burst out..

happen to meet joan and kun jie at east coast.. nv expect to see them there too...

but i was realli wrong.. now u have been giving me a cold shoulder.. i dun wan tat to happen... i juz wan to be back like last time.. sometime hanging out wit u, havin a gd chat wit u.. i juz wan the way like b4.. i was wrong i sorri...

seen to be now i cant find back the old me anymore....

i not sure whether anyone will be lookin at tis blog and will get the wrong idea.. but i tin it kinda too late now cos it the last min stuff tat i thought of and i juz type tis (09/10/09) now this mornin...

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2009-04-07T20:12:00.007+08:00

1stly a Happy Belated Birthday to Jasmin =)

wish her happy alway

suppose to go for mornin swimming but given a cold shoulder by the rain...

so nvm have a song with lyric by Utada Hikaru.. sound meaningful.. do enjoy =)

i juz fell so sad =(

it juz simply...

2009-03-29T20:16:00.005+08:00

doubt doubt doubt cause me to make my pimple pop out so much...

this few day, no matter where i am.. swimming, at home, sitting in bus, even at work, doubt has been rounding up me... tinking so stun until i cannot concentrate on certain tin... more worst i show abit of attitude too during work.. tat a bad example... and in fact not abit but is damn attitude and tat suck.... somehow juz wan to minimize the mistake made but this time it more worse... there was no reply so in another word i been blacklisted...

wat happen to me either??? y have i become like tis??? can someone tell me... but dun tin no one will noe except myself... but even myself i also cannot explain....

of all.. there are 2 doubt i realli wan to solve... but tis 2 doubt won be ever reveal unless there a courage within it... hope it can be solved b4 it too late or regret...

to a frien (whether or by chance u happen to see this blog) if there ever a chance to chat alone face to face... i realli wan to say sorri for all the past i had did and the bad attitiude i have made... but i noe somehow tis won ever happen unless there realli a chance...

it juz happen again.....

2009-03-25T23:52:00.004+08:00

so many tin to write so many tin to blog.. but not today...

alot of tin have been changin lately including me.. i realise i have been tokin lesser... less word.. more conservative.. in order not to make more mistake...

alot of misunderstanding have been occured but then juz let it be.. it juz an excuse if try to explain... and i noe i not young anymore... now dun realli care how ppl look.. but now i juz wan to overcome somethin and settle b4 i regret....

a message to a frien : tat time u ask is there somethin troubling me... and i told u i will tell u on the nxt day.. but in the end i was tryin to avoid cos i juz dunno how to ans to u... juz maybe... but now i noe u have ur own prob to worry... and as compare to mine, mine is juz a peanut... i hope ur worry will soon be over.. i cannot help much but wat i can do is to give u moral support.. Jia you !!!!! take care of ur health too...

anyway havin a mj session wit my frien earlier on and wat i feel tat to me mj is the game where u can gather frien together..

then went to BLK 802 to have our late dinner or so call supper...

will not be workin for this wk.. gonna rot at home.... treat it as a resting period =)

the distance was juz difting apart.....

2009-03-18T23:42:00.006+08:00

damn tired and slpy after a day of work.. shag shag shag....

sometime i was juz wondering myself...

did i show my AP toward other???

seriously i not sure whether i have anot.. but on second thought i scare i might have unknowingly... maybe when time u juz try not to tok much but in the end u seen to have been giving AP to other without u knowing urself... and by the time u realised it already too late as u started to give bad impression to other... a childish way to handle tin...

in a way to see i may be the most childish person though i not tat young now... wanted to change for the better but some how....

giving out reason is not a solution... it juz a excuse to hide myself or escape... so i juz rather remain slient and have a smile...

all the thing had already happen and unable to reverse back time... the mistake i had made is unable to take back... but wat i can do now is to change.. and make it into the minimum damage.... let time see the result....

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okok enough of tat... thur is my off day and got some task to accomplish...

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where r u now???

2009-03-17T01:49:00.003+08:00

this is a little small blog for the new wedding couple =)

This is the new wedding couple Zhihong and Mandy =) mange to get the photo from the facebook.. ssee how loving they are =)

today i have completed my 1st goal.. and the most important tin is i have a long chat wit my bro.. he has acc me around today.. so meanwhile we have been chatting... it been a long time since we bro have a chat cos we have been doin our own stuff and hardly chat... so realli have a gd chat =)

and tat me and my bro =) handsome rite =P (P.S:he still single wor)

today i have spend around $15 cab fare but then it ok cos it worth the money =)

i juz hope we can be back the same as last time.... a gd chat like b4....

2009-03-14T23:49:00.003+08:00

happen to find a few issue veri weird, well.. best not to reveal out... maybe tat the enjoyment tat ones wan... tat life... happy will do....

somehow somewhat i juz feel the saddness.....

juz hope the day will come....

whenever i see u smile, i juz feel happy..
i noe i dun mean anythin to u..
but for u i will tolerate anythin...

2009-03-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

Exam Result for 0706621J

NETFUND : C+
MODANI : C+
EMATH : B
MCT : C
TELPRN : C
APEL2 : P
Public Speaking : C

which mean~~~~~~~~

I HAVE PASS MY EXAM!!!!!!! WOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!

after seeing this result is as if the stone is taken away from my heart... a great release =)

NOW IS A COMFIRM HOLIDAY!!!!!!

straight away outing..

meet up wit xuan 1st in the afternoon, then up nxt is gek in the evening and finally meet beng at nite..

feel veri relieve now... plannin for this holiday..

wanna go swimming, wanna go basketball, wanna play badbinton...
work more earn more play more eat less... diet...

give me one mth time...

maybe goin to have a swim at tamp tml b4 work...

editing of photo will be done soon and blog of trip to genting will be up soon...

realli hope to share my happiness wit u....

2009-03-08T23:59:00.008+08:00

this 2 day i have been losing my temper.. wat wrong to me???

Park Closure for today in both park ETP and WWW.. freaking lot of ppl.. hot weather too...
alot thing happening... but dun wanna say much....

result will be coming out in 2 day time... was so worry and scare.. noe tat it all already over but cant help thinking... scare of retaking paper... worry and sad =( this few day dun feel like goin out until i got my result.. juz wan to stop worrying....

finally got all the photo from genting trip le... goin to update soon.... now doin editing of photo...

having a terrible sore throat.. having sexy voice.. unable to tok much.. maybe it gd for me...

*chao*

the way u look at me.........
the way u treat.....
hurt so much.....

2009-03-06T18:59:00.003+08:00

juz back from movie.. 'PUSH'... went to acc my frien to watch this movie which is quite similar to to HEROES series, ppl wit special ability.. quite interesting.. nxt wanna watch 'Watchman'!!!!! who will wan to watch together???

late evening went to my grandma hse to celebrate her 71th birthday.. phew i juz back from genting and so able to celebrate her birthday in time... so

HAPPY 71th BIRTHDAY TO MY AH MA =)

and also

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMIN AND JOAN 's MOTHER =)

happen to see from joan blog.. so qiao their mother havin the same birthday wit my ah ma... hope they have an enjoyable celebration =)

thought it not to me...
like to see u smile more ..

2009-03-06T00:00:00.004+08:00

I BACK FROM GENTING~~~~~~~~~~

went to alot place

1st day: arrival in genting

2nd day: down to KL shopping

3rd day: went to theme park

4th day: shopping and home sweet home =(

having an enjoyable time... juz tat 4 day 3 nite is not enough cos still got lot of place haven visit.. juz hope there a chance to go again with longer day longer nite longer time =)

"will update the photo and the place we visit when i receive the photo =)"

back in singapore all the saddness and worry is comin back again... now is waiting for the countdown of my result =( juz hope.......

the moment was happy..
same time the moment was sad..
however i feel content...
cos i noe..
maybe in ur eye, i juz a nobody...

2009-03-02T00:54:00.006+08:00

time check 1255am.

juz finish packing my stuff for the trip to genting..

frankly speaking quite tired cos of the outing last nite and nv slp well..

yesterday went to attend a newly wedding couple zhihong and mandy dinner at Orchard hotel. well he is same age as me yet he the 1st among i noe to get marriage 1st.. he had invited all the SSC ( in navy unit) mates who we nv contact once we ORD.. well we have a gd chat and also tok about the past we have encounter during our NS life... can say we realli have fun at tat time.. up and down we go through together and one by one we left the navy to carry on with our life. It all thank to zhihong =)

'Photo to be upload once i back'

Zhihong is the 2nd person i seen to be the most patient person.. even to his wife mandy too.. they had been together for almost 6yr and now they have come to a new start of their life..

ZHIHONG & MANDY

WISH U 2 HAPPINESS EVER

ZAO SHEN GUI ZI WOR =)

After zhihong wedding then went to meet up wit other frien at Clark Quay. went to a place name 'Pump Room' the atmosphere there is gd, live band is gd, everythin is gd except the drink... IT DAMN X lor... have spent quite alot on drink.. quite heart pain =( but most important is we enjoy =) and chill up until quite late and went home around 5 plus... shag.....

the following day woke up around 10am to meet up my polymate for a mj session... i been in a losing steak recently and today also no exception.. lost in the end.. later on went to my father shop to have dinner.. then went home to do packin...

well intending to brin another group to try out my father cookin =)

a few more hour to take off to genting le.. realli wan to enjoy there and currently put my saddness and worry in singapore.. when i back then it will come back to me.

do i have contain a place inside u???

2009-02-26T17:30:00.004+08:00

Time check: 1730pm

and i FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

exam is over and i free now!!!! (woohoo!!!)

but then leh still cannot totally relax cos need to wait for the result to be out on march then can relax.. kinda scare will failed 2 paper..

HECK CARE 1st PLAY 1st....

coming few day will be quite a busy day...

fri maybe havin mahjong session in the afternoon...

sat wah.. got class bbq, wedding dinner and clubbin.. but in the end i will be goin to wedding dinner and clubbin later on.. kinda sad nv go for bbq cos lot of frien and classmate will be joining.. but nvm see how maybe be findin them later..

sun is another mahjong session wit my classmate.. hahaha!!!!

lastly is THE TRIP TO GENTING.. now finally i can think of goin to genting le.. will be goin from 2nd march to 5th march.. 4 more day to go.... time to enjoy the weather there and enjoy the fun with the rest.... theme park KL GENTING HERE I COME!!!!!!!! wahahahha!!!!!!

when i back from then i start worry about my result.. but anyway i also done my best.. and i will be prepared too...

now awaiting for today mahjong session later on....

juz wan u to be happy.....

2009-02-25T01:51:00.004+08:00

time check: 0150am

at my frien hse to study for last paper on thur..
but then fu*king alot of thin to memorize and also lot of thin i dunno..

FUC*KING STRESSSSSSSS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuc*k %^$^%$%^$%^$ fu*k

one more paper to goooooooooooo
endureeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

can we be the back the same as b4???

2009-02-22T22:04:00.005+08:00

juz back home from study.. realxing time..do some blogging..

hmm let talk about sat (21/02/09)

went to sch library early in the morning to study alone as other frien were not free... not forgetting gek to join in for the study later on as to help her in her math... study around in the evening then went to tm for early dinner.. after tat went to ah hong hse to have mahjong session along with yuming and jia jun.. friendly mj session where at the end of the game yuming won over three player.. hong and jiajun lost 20 plus whereas i quite lucky lost 8 buck onli.. losin is nothin but the most important is the cockers we havin around during the game.. joker and laugher non-stop during the whole round.. damn release stress sia.. later on went to upper thomsom to eat prata.. wah a speeder yuming he can be as he drive from tamp to thomson within 10min at a driving speed of 140km/h.. damn shiok... reach home around 4plus..

sun ( 22/02/09) 12pm.

went to meet up wit pin and wei jia to study for math.. at 1st intended to study in sch but then later on went to terry hse to study at hougang. wah this is the time we chiong for our math wit the help of wei jia and manage to noe most of the chapter.. later on zul join us for study and at the same time order pizza from a sarpino's pizzeria.. recommended by pin and i also recommemded to u all cos the serving was big and delivering fast too.. muz try the new york deli pizza.. damn damn gd =) then back to study again.. and also lot of joker and laugher around... study until 8 plus b4 head back home...

tml is my 3rd paper and last paper will be on thur and after i freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... then got some activities on fri and sat and also on march 2nd.. but now is concentrate on my exam... 2 more paper to go.......

juz wondering........... if onli........

2009-02-20T22:58:00.006+08:00

realli have some bad word to vent out..

I AM DAMN FU*KING STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today juz finish my 1st 2 exam paper.. and this is the toughest day i go through today..

this is the 1st time i been doin exam with whole shit of fu*king stress wit me.. doin exam paper until headaches...

1st paper in the morning hmm still quite ok.. but then my 2nd paper i am damn damn scared cos dunno whether can get through anot cos MCQ i have quite alot of wrong.. lot of mark gone.. but well i have done my best.. if in the end nv done well in my 2nd paper, i juz go for my sup paper and do well again but touch wood lah hope can go through..

now relaxing my brain for the day and then continue to study tml... 2 more paper to go...

actually few day ago i have done somethin wrong.. a miisunderstanding and i was not on myself on tat day too.. sorri . =(

how i wish i can understand u more..

2009-02-18T23:34:00.003+08:00

2 more day to my exam

i now veri stresssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i sorri...

2009-02-17T00:29:00.006+08:00

Time check 12.39am

3 more day to my 1st exam paper... 1st day of study wk feeling veri stress.. alot of chapter which i totally dunno.. wat have i study/learn during this sem!!!!! scare of takin sup paper.. scare of remodule... feel hopeless.. 3 more day to my judgement day..

i feel the sadness comin back to me again... oh my tian!!!! due to stress anot i not sure but juz feel down.. have been wondering alot of tin again... makin head spin around.. now have to do some decision makin... a tough one...

some news to make:

tml i be facing a charge of not attending IPPT. (either fined or
jail)

My Father's shop have been blogged to the net. http://ieatishootipost.sg/ , post by
a docter, it about Simpang Kitchen: Thai Singaporean Cze Char
feel free to have a look =)
I know it hard to impress u now
I know I gotta move on
but however I'm so addicted to u

2009-02-15T02:45:00.009+08:00

A lonely valentine day for me today...

got a person in mind to ask for a date but forget it cos either busy and also in the end the result will be the same.......... (will get rejected!!!!!!!) hmm...... lonely......

or should not say lonely cos i actually got date.. not wit gal but with guys, my primary sch frien =) all single guy valentine nite. a last min meet out..

meet out in the evening at bugis to have dinner.. later on went for some window shopping... saw alot of couple couple walkin together.. quite kinda sad.....

then final destination, we went to nearby pub ( forgot the name) to chill up.. the drink was quite cheap and the atmosphere was gd too.. order chivas and watch soccer, playin poker and etc.. quite lot of thing happenin... drank quite alot but still i was conscious.. if not i wont be bloggin now.. hahah...

in conclusion it was worth to go for chill up.. stay until 2 plus then we went home.. it maybe a all guy valentine but still we enjoy ourselves =)

and also a Happy Valentine Day to all

hope u all enjoy ur valentine wit ur loved one =)

juz hope u will celebrate wit me on the nxt valentine.

i gonna miss u alot

i know that right now

i'm only just a friend

but all i need is one chance

hope u gimme a chance to impress you

2009-02-12T03:53:00.005+08:00

less word with few pic

i am happy today =) but somehow i juz feel sad =(

the feeling is getting stronger..

but still no action, no word reveal,

if not everything will be ruined..

all i can do is to keep it deep down to my heart

2009-02-09T01:11:00.003+08:00

Time check: 01:12am.

a small bloggin b4 i drop dead..

3 DAYS, 72 HRS, i have onli less than 15 hr of slp in total..

2/3 of the it was on project and remaining was on happy hour..

happy hour was fun and losing of money was alot too.. haha.. but enjoying is the most important =) dun u tin so???

after work went to teammate hse to do finalization.. even dozed off while doin.. my tian!!!!!actually was ask to play mj.. though was temped but nono.. so win more =)

finally finalization was done and presentation will be held tml 1st in the mornin..

all the best to myself =)

this time i am totally KO!!!!!!

wan to acc u more

will u wan??

2009-02-06T03:24:00.003+08:00

Time check 03:24 AM and still in sch doin project.. actually should say stay overnite in sch to rush for project.. dateline is on nxt mon and there4 3 more there to go...

2 more wk to exam so have to buck up for all the subject. in order not to remodule..

back to project again..

wan to chat wit u more more

but somehow.....

2009-01-27T03:45:00.007+08:00

1stly i hereby wish everyone a

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

MOoOoOoOoOo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

juz back from reunion dinner.. havin fun with all my cousins and photo will be update once i receive it =)

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CNY day 1

stay at home to relax when last min call from WWW to go down for work..

at 1st i told them i dun wan to work but later i change my mind cos....... anyway quite a crowd =)

then went to meet up wit my cousin and frien to watch The Love Matter. it tell u is there love without having sex..

quite funny but overall okok onli.. went to starbuck chat chat awhile b4 went home..

freaky shaggy.

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CNY DAY 2

workin for the full shift.. not much crowd.. lesser then Day1.

a shaggy day for me.. shaggy mode almost the whole workin day.. like emo person... not enough slp -_-

after work went to watch The Wedding Game with workin frien.

at 1st dun feel like goin ( cos tired mah) but in the end went.. and lucky i went cos the movie is nice and funny.. from enemy to lover.. wow sometime it hard to come by. does any scenario like this exist in reality???

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A brand new chinese ox year hope everyone goes smoothly throughout the yr. happy cheer and most important smile =)

i will do anythin no matter wat.. anythin.......

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2009-01-24T01:10:00.012+08:00

tired tired tired

tired shit!!!!!!

lab test still manage to go though but quiz doin down.. kinda scare whether will repeat module..
BUCK UP!!!!!!

anyway an outin today... went to marina square then went to suntec city then went ps then went to orchard.. wah alot of place... somemore saw someone 'special' lor.. oh my god lor... haha...

finally have done the editing of the outing at paris ris park..

cherish the moment u encounter now and enjoy wat u encounter.. cos sometime tin are hard to come by =) as i have miss a few b4......

anyway

b4 i end my blog......

ending my blog wit my pic =)

i juz hope i can be the one : when will it be comin???

2009-01-21T02:04:00.015+08:00

Time 02:04am: juz finish my cds research, powerpoint and my apel submittion preparation for my Port folio tml.. finally done~~~~~~ slpy -_-

juz now went to have dinner with Alan and Florence along with all the EXSA award winner (not all actually) at DTE. after dinner they all went to chinatown to shop and enjoy!!!!! =) me unable to go as have to go to my ah ma hse and also have to rush for my project. been mth that nv seen ah ma le. miss her alot.

wan to do some upload photo of past sun with www sporty but not done with the editing..

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i realli feel the different in myself.. i have notice somethin today.. quite sad but then somehow it doesn't affect much now.. maybe i have accept the way it is now le.. it may seen different but i will still be me.. i will still be the same smile all the way =)

maybe when the time is ripe will reveal everything ,

juz hope it not too late

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2009-01-19T01:00:00.006+08:00

i feel the different in myself... maybe i see thin more openly??? takin thing openly now??? still not sure.. need time to find out more... juz hope it not temporary. pls~~~

upcoming wk gonna to have lab test and quiz and project... have to buck up more on this to make up for my term test... have to do it.

2009-01-15T02:58:00.006+08:00

do u believe in fate???

hmm... but after hearing from my frien incident, maybe this is call fate to her..

she say 6 yr ago there is a guy who had crush on her and at the same time she had a crush on him too.. however no one took the initiative to confess to each other.. so in the end they let the chance slip away and from then they nv contact each other for 6 yr... till last month they happen to meet again by chance though her sis.. not onli tat.. till now they still have feeling for each other even after 6 yr...

wow realli quite amazing..

sometime when fate arrive no one can avoid it..

so do cherish it =)

when my fate will come???

iszit near???

iszit still long way to go???

have i let it slip it away???

or it won happen to me at all... haha..

juz dun tin too much about it ba=)

anyway juz now have a dinner of chilli crab with ong and henry..

see how ong enjoying his chilli crab in the pic =)

hope ur fate will arrive soon =)

time to slp le nite =)

2009-01-12T23:23:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to my mama!!!!

a surprise for her by wentin to the shop with a birthday cake together wit youngest bro =)

look how happy she is in the pic =P

but not a total family photo...

sad tat 2nd bro is not around as he in camp but still he give mum a call and wish her a happy birthday =)

Hope my mama will be happy alway like today =)

and happy birthday to the one who havin the same birthday as my mama =)

2009-01-12T01:18:00.003+08:00

Let's start from here,

lose the past

Change our minds,

we don't need a finish line

Let's take this chance

don't think too deep

Of all those promises
we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go

Let's start from here

2009-01-09T01:04:00.001+08:00

some edit photo i made on the genting.. my 1st time editing =)

have a look =)

it was fun out at genting... waiting to go again soon =)

but somehow i still have funny feeling.. a weird weird feeling...

maybe i juz feel lonely after all

2009-01-06T01:16:00.004+08:00

no mood no mood no mood.. been no mood since the starting of the day...

no mood to study, no mood to go sch, no mood to go party.. juz simply no mood..

have a chat wit a frien... a short normal chat.. kinda feel sorri for the disturbing but somehow i felt better.. u make my moment for the day =) u noe who u r =) thankz!!!!

2009-01-05T01:04:00.006+08:00

i back......... back from genting.. realli enjoy alot.. like the weather, went to alot of place..... made me forget all the trouble and saddness..

eat alot... spend alot too... bought alot of tin but not for myself.. haha... *upload photo soon*

plannin to go again on march or april.. with other group... but muz see their plannin too...

but this no troubleless and no saddness onli last for 3 day... when on the way back to singapore... trouble and saddness is back again.... haha...

sometime i wonder how come i too busybody ask some ques tat make me feel more.....

but NO.. telling myself a new yr 2009 is here and need to stop all those saddness.. maybe it not meant to be.... so tryin my veri best to control... so i muz do it...

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now fun is over now is stress... failed my 2 term test paper.. sad but i have expected i will not do well.. now is on my concentrate on my study now... need to buck up... fun again after my exam...

my resolution for my 1st part of 2009..

1)do well on my final exam
2)save and earn lot of money
3)trip to genting again
4) a wish which is hard to be true

but this resolution will surely come true

WISH EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY ALWAY =)

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2008-12-31T13:20:00.005+08:00

Yr 2008 wasn’t quite my yr… so many tin happen, can I say i the start and the cause????

Yes it is…

maybe we have been becomin more stranger to each other.. when i see u.. realli wan to have a gd chat wit u but it seen tat it not possible cos now the way I do the action i do and also the attitude I do make u more more away and the way u see me now is juz simply...

sometime saying wrong word also cos alot of prob.. nv cross my mind juz a word tat will cos so many inconvenience to other.. if onli i nv say tat word... but still in the end scolding had been done and bad comment have been done too...

‘the constant thing is changes, so sadness will change too’

means

wat constant thing will change,
only "changes" itself doesn't change
sadness one day will change too
i dun get the meaning on the start but later i get it meanin now.. do u???

i will be deleting some previous blog.. not to mention anythin..

it now too late to regret, to late to say anythin. if able to reverse time, i realli hope all these this will not happen..

tkz for giving me this chance and opportunity but i nv make use of it.. i let it slip away... there may won be another opportunity but still from the bottom from my heart i realli like u all.... no matter wat/how I will still maintain the way it is now…

tis will be my last blog here... and let tis be my last sadness on this blog on 2008… hope 2009 will be a better yrs

And I'm Tryin To Live Without You
And It's Hard To Achieve When Your Not Here
I Go On But I'm Thinking About You
Everyday, Away

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO U ALL....

FAREWELL =)

2008-12-19T22:35:00.005+08:00

Yesterday went to Fisherman Village to chill up.. enjoying the night sea breeze at the pub.. The sound of the breeze make me veri relaxing.. but at the same time it made me thinkin alot of thing.. lot of question mark keep comin around me.... however there is no ans but onli conclusion.

sometime realli wan to open this barrier, share the burden wit u, cheer u up when u r down. but i noe i not the one cos i noe there are other who can realli cheer u up. wat i do will onli make u even more frustrated.

been wanting to ask alot of ques and solve my question mark. but is there any use???

i have been keep tellin myself..... come on lah u alway 24 yr old yet still so childish. try to be mature can anot....... so tat y i choose not to say anythin . juz let slient conclude everything..

sometime i do hope to vent out my anger without any hesitation but who can i vent out to???? maybe this few day i might be goin to fisherman alone and juz vent out to the sea..... onli the sea will noe...

but there is a conclusion............... i content on the way it is now. nv ask for much.no matter how i being treat as...

however i tired le.. realli realli tired... juz hope once i close my eye and it end everythin.............

JUZ WAN TO STOP THIS NEGATIVE THOUGHT

2008-12-14T23:31:00.001+08:00

sad sad sad

been veri sad for the day

nothin bad happen today but but..

juz totally been veri low mood for the day

juz dunno y

hai~~~~~~ sian~~~~~~ saddddddddddddddddddddd

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2008-12-12T17:36:00.003+08:00

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laptop down out of the sudden today sadd =( need to go to woodland to service nxt wk... hai~~

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over!!!! IT FINALLY OVER!!!

final paper is over.. however..

today juz sat for my tele prin paper but then i super sad cos i can COMFIRM i goin to fail this paper. i study so hard yet hai~~~~ =( veri disappointed wit this term test... if i realli nv done well on tis term, nxt term need to buck up le.. study extra hard.. sian...

up comin for tis comin 2 wk holiday is projectS up ahead and also workin as well.. need to plan well for both.. need grade and $$$...

but now at least can relax abit.. can go swimming and sun tan le.. become fair fair le.. anyone wanna join along???

goin out to have dinner wit NS buddies later..

2008-12-11T20:26:00.006+08:00

Juz woke up from my nap... this few day haven been much slp due to term test.. tired tired ~_~
today is my 3rd term test paper and still have one more paper to go b4 i be having my 2 wk freedom.

The last few day have been busy study and also staying overnite at my frien hse to study also.. but got a bad feeling tat i won be doin well for my MCT and Netfund.. have high chance of failing this 2 paper.. hai scare to the max.. but wat to do it already over and i have done my best. will noe my result on nxt sch term start.

Tin have been goin quite ok for me recently except study >_<
but somehow seen to be lackin of somethin.. wat is it i also dunno.. juz cant seen to figure out..
anyway juz get on wit my life 1st maybe then i noe wat i lack of =)

congrate ah gek to pass her driving TP.. now it time for her to drive us out soon.. faster rent a car gogogo =P

wanna go swimming and also wanna go genting..

NXT YR MARCH HOLIDAY COMFIRM MUZ GO GENTING.

muz plan plan and save save money le.
find ka kee to go also

gonna to study for my last paper le.. see ya soon =)

2008-12-03T23:45:00.001+08:00

Day of 3rd Dec

having flu and cough on my birthday.. my god!!!! struck lottery also nv so lucky lor.

havin a speech presentation for my cds and manage to get through..

last min outing wit SG, XH and PW and went to AMG HUB to watch Quantantie, eng version of spanish movie rec.

the show was quite boring for 1st half of the movie and then exciting and disgusting scene on the second half.. but overall quite boring lor..
to me rec is more scarier.

they have gave me a shoes bag which i wan long time ago... tkz tkz to them =)

feel great to hand out with them again. though still not so open but soon i will. realli enjoy out with them =) wanna go outin with them again

later tat went to nearby mac to do some revision awhile then go home.. tat how i spent my birthday day..

now my special is over and term test is a few day ahead.. so now is chiong study all the way.. hope i can get though tis term test.. jia you jia you!!!!!!!

2008-12-03T01:59:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to my own self

Finally

Navin Lau Yong Kai is 24 yr old le

one yr older le.. old liao old liao old uncle le... need to get more mature le..

have been seeing my frien birthday passing one by one and it finally my turn..

have been recieving birthday sms wishes from frien once the time strike 12am 3rd dec..
tkz to:

celine phua
benedict phua
celine lau
siew gek
xue hua
jasmin
kenny (even flood my chatbox >_<)
zhi xuan
gwen
shiqi
chan chang
sherline
florence
mei yu
hui zhen
pinz
wei jia
joanne ann
keng xiang
zhang he
xu nuo
ling duo
zul
attiyah
Mei Xin
Peng Cheng
wei chao
jun hao
Henry
charlotte
chris
wee wee
wen jian
jia jia
david pok
ling wee
kit ping
johnny
gordon
terrence
wuling
bei yi
willy
joan
gillian

i haven seen hui zhen and keng xiang for quite some time le but still they remember my birthday even though by chance..

like wat i say it the thought tat count. realli tkz to all the friens for all the wishes

also tkz to the frien who have plan a celebration for me durin the last wkend

jia jia
ling wee
mingsheng
wen jian
chris
sharmine
gordon
wee wee

they make my last wkend the days =)

now it time to make wish.. actually i have lot lot of wishes to wish so

i wish... i wish... i wish.....

and hope all my wish will come true =)

due to term test is comin in a wk time so during my birthday as usual stuff go schoolin, then later staying back in sch to study for term test. then at nite go to mac and study again then go home slp. juz a normal day for me but muz go buy 4d to try luck =P

i hope for myself stay happy alway and hope veri thing be back normal as last time =)

anyway,

happy 24th birthday to me again!!!

we are 24 finally!!

2008-12-02T01:58:00.001+08:00

Advance birthday celebration for MR NAVIN LAU

29th Nov 2008

after work went to meet my ite frien at toa payoh.

we went to toa payoh to eat and then went to a nearby park name the turtle park to cut cake

it was kinda last min plan suggest by wen jian and here the special edition done by wen jian

and they specially bought me a mango cheese cake from Esprit.

1st time to see cake put in a metal box instead of paper box

mango cheese cake

prepare to put candle

i wish i wish.................... hope my wish come true

blow candle

a photo wit former tampines MCE 2C

time to cut cake

problem to take up the cake

wee wee and gordon who live from the west and north

wen jian gordon and me
chris couple and wen jian
again chris couple but tis time is me
onli a pity tat yi xiang and cheng bin and Desmond unable to make it. if not more fun

it was juz a short celebration but frankly speakin to me is a grand celebration for me cos i dun realli celebrate my birthday. not many ppl noe my birthday then also appreciate tat they still remember my birthday. feel veri gan dong (touched) realli tkz =) =P

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30th Nov 2008

woke up early in the mornin and went to TM to apply wireless boardband for my hse and get free 8.9 inches Asus laptop for my small brother for his birthday present on 14th dec.

then went to my ah ma hse to passva jacket for them for the Korean trip. stay awhile to eat ba kut tek (nice) and ah ma give me ang bao for my birthday =) love my ah ma alot

tat me and ah ma

me and ah ma and mischievous Clarence

me and Clarence

bryan me and clarence

later tat went to marina square to meet up with my cousin jia, ling wee and mingsheng.

decided to watch movie and eat dinner.. then happen to saw a sesame street performance and take a few shot

elmo

we went to catch a movie call the four christmases and the show is funny but also abit touching too. worth to watch.

then went to pasta creation cafe to eat. then went to bugis street to shop for awhile b4 went home. and they give me a bag as a birthday present.

kinda stun to me but realli like the bag alot. but then i also bought another bag for myself as a present too =)

present given by them

present i bought for myself =)

this yr was quite a nice birthday celebration for me. doesn't necessary to have present but is the thought tat count and also enjoy the short but happy celebration.

tkz to my ITE frien, cousin and sec sch frien =)

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1st dec 2008

after sch and stay back to study for my term test awhile, then went to Raymond chalet with SG and XH to celebrate justin and celine birthday (Justin 2nd dec and Celine's 19th nov)

went there to eat alot of food but end up myself having sore throat haha!!!

well nv been able to take photo wit celine but manage to take photo with justin and justin birthday is juz 1 day b4 me.

3rd dec birthday old uncle and 2nd dec young boy

me and justin again

it been awhile since i last saw ben celine and justin le and realli enjoy playin with them.

and here a wish to baby justin a happy birthday hope he had and enjoyable nite wit his frien relative and family =)

Lastly tks the phua family for the invitation and bbq food =) enjoy it

2008-12-01T00:30:00.006+08:00

ravepiece blogger back in action again!!!!!!!!!!

been a few wks since i blog

so recap about program i have recently???

during the Helloween work nite

who more scarier??

grp of ghost

ghost face

ghost wit smile???

adm ghost =)

as a captain ball referee

shoot!!!!

doin cheer leading and see my butt so up

2 referee

tat me!!

having steamboat

a rare photo wit Far la di

During IT Fair the stuff i have bought and my god wah in one day spend around 400 plus le >_<

BENQ Laptop

free Harddrive (160GB)

Portable Speaker, i like it alot and sound range also quite large

Laptop cooler and i like the design and LED light(super nice)
during this nov have been a busy busy day for me... project project... assignment assignment... quiz quiz.... but all still goin well and quiz mange to pass =)

exam is around the corner and i been stayin back in sch to study.. not onli that sometime at nite went to the nearest mac to study abit.. quite scare i cannot study all the chapter in time... but try my best..

currently have been happen alot of tin around too.. frien met accident and hospitalise.. hope he can recover soon..

also now tryin to control my attitude and also wan to make up wit some frien.. hope to go back to normal like last time.. may need time to adjust but hope soon soon soon.. hope to go out wit them again.. will they wan again??? but will try my veri veri best...

2008-11-10T12:51:00.011+08:00

when was the time i start blogging??? can still remember it was on the 13/8/08 and i keep askin my FOM frien how to do blogging... they help me alot even help me to find nice blog skin..nice of them...

i wan to type blog is be cos i wan to noe wat i have done in the past so tat i can read to reflash my memory as i have STM..

a blog is also the way to express ur feeling too..

in my blog there are gd and bad, happy and sad. but i have done one blog tat cause alot alot tin happen.. it not about liking someone but is about frien... maybe tat the most regret blog i have ever blogged.. and also me being a busybody to cause alot of tin happening too..

but wat happen has happen and unable to reserve back time.. also dun wan to explain about it... but tis incident made me realise one tin... me stubborn and stupid..

since i unable to tell other by mouth then i goin to express myself through this blog.. not sure whether they will read my blog anot but still i juz express it out...

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apologise:

to the frien whom i been quite close to last time but now no more.. miss alot of last time hanging out and frankly speaking the group i realli wan to hang out wit the most is u all but i noe it won be anymore cos still the main prob lie wit me.. though i realli wan to be back like last time but i scare.. cos tat it might turn out the same as last time incident and i dun wan tat to happen again and i noe my own character.. i have lose faith in myself le...

i noe keep sayin sorri doesnt realli help anythin but this is the onli word i can say to u all.. the onli tin i can do now is juz do the best i can help if u need help.. now u 3 are the best of best frien and hope it stay like tis ever and ever =)

stay happy too =)

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now to thankz:

to the frien who have try to cheer me when i was down =).. realli appreciate ur help.. have took alot from ur advice and do it.. well i try not emo le and also be a happy go lucky person.. but note tat i will emo when i feel slpy ok =)

to some frien who wan to kick some bad habit.. gogo jia you leh.. support u all the way

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wat the outcome will be, gd or bad i dun realli bother too much cos i the one who start the cause of the prob 1st so i deserve the fault and blame and accept the fact

maybe in other ppl eye i still a childish person ba.. and i tin i realli am a childish person.. cause of some action i do.. maybe the blog i type now also childish..

trying my way to kick those bad habit now

this will be the my last blog of the month and go in again in Dec.. so hope by tat time i be ok..

by then

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2008-11-09T22:50:00.012+08:00

09/11/08 plan of the day: small celebration of Ling Wei birthday

wild wild wet in the mornin

skating at kallang leisurepark

dinner at Toa Payoh

starting of the day meet up with jia, ling wee, ming sheng and joanna went to wild wild wet to play but juz play for a couple of hour as drizzling at tat time so went home early.. nearly lost my hp inside the toilet but phew manage to found it..

then went to meet up wit david at simei MRT station and off we go to kallang leisurepark..

my 1st virgin to the skating place and need to get prepare to fall quite a number of time... actually all the guy are 1st timer to the skating area.. noobie...

skating shoes
half shoes half foot

after change our skating shoes.. down to ice area.. it some sort like roller blading so luckily mange to control well but still will unbalance...

with the help teaching from jasmine and joanne so the guy mange to learn their skating in no time...

joanne

navin

ming sheng
david

ling wei and jia jia( 2=1)
Joanne and Ling Wee
me and joanne
sheng and pok

ah pok and ah ann
sheng and jia wei and pok

old cousin
double J

look who hide behind us???
the 3
buddies!!!
3 again

ms vs pok.. the didi is the referee

twist

who missing???

who missing again???

total i fell 2 time.. but one of it my butt land on the ground with my legs up.. and due to tat i injure my old back injury again... pain pain T_T till now it still veri pain... die le goin cripple soon...

then later on went to Toa Payoh to have dinner at Auntie Rosher seafood shop

we have ordered

2 Chilli Crab, Kampung, Mai Pian prawn, Sweet and Sour Fish and lastly Cai Bo Fried Tofu

all the dish were veri nice especially Cai Bo Fried Tofu wah damn shiok lor... nxt time goin to bring other frien to try it out..

today also meet up my childhood frien kim whom i haven seen for 4 yrs le.. she look still the same as skinny as ever..

Kim

enjoying the food

once again wish Ling Wei a happy belated birthday who is on the 7th nov and hope he will like the liverpool jesery and also enjoy his outing today

2008-11-08T00:04:00.009+08:00

today skip half an hr lect again to go for work... keep on complaining of tired tired tired... but i realli TIRED lor... haha.. diao...

after work went to meet terrence and jonnathan for dinner.. went to thomson plaza the peach resturant to eat.. we order 4 dishes but i forgot wat the name le.. but well the most special dish i taste today is the wasabi prawn and taste gd... and the rest still okok lah.. but man total cos 100plus.. wah the 1st time i eat dinner so xin ku sia.. haha..

while waiting

the dish( forgot the name le)

wasabi prawn

in the end after eating we still not full... so decide to go to upper thomson to eat pasta..

upper thomson.. nv been there for long long damn long le... when was the last time i went???

tin got mths ago ba.....

pasta house

as usual so many ppl.. then order our food

Terrence

ah tan

menu!!!

gorsong crispy prata.. haven eat for a long long super long time le

our order!!!

then da bao prata for my family...

super super tired le... got to go slp le... nitez

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wat navin can do now is to juz do wat he can do now... he may not be able be the same as last time but he will try his veri best to do better..

after all.......................................

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2008-11-06T01:51:00.004+08:00

today finish class at 7pm and then went to my relative julie gugu chalet to celebrate Genevieve advance birthday which is on 8th nov.. purposely go there wit an empty stomach and went there to eat the food.. damn shiok lor... and lot of gen gen classmate and frien were there to celebrate wit her..so wish her a happy birthday =)

then celine give me a friendship band made by herself... she had make friendship band to all her relatives and tat veri kind of her... tkz tkz... will tied around my leg and dun take off le..

nice hand made band by celine

juz a short blog for today =)

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2008-11-03T00:21:00.039+08:00

FINALLY had completed tis blog... took me few day to done tis blog.. phew!!! check it out!!!!

31th oct

Skip half an hour lecture and went to work early…Quite a lot of cock up in the opening of the work but luckily manage to get tin done in time and also tkz to all the workin staff who also help me a lot throughout though most of them were quite new .. really appreciate it…

After finish work went to meet up wit chang meiyu shiqi kun jie jun hao couple to enter the HELLOWEEN ETP whuahaha… it damn a lot of ppl there lor.. but whatever juz go in and enjoy..

on the way to ETP

Helloween ETP

graveyard

group photo

praying to the coffin

manage to take wit one admission ghost and guess who!!!! =P

Went to queue up for the fortune telling and queue for freakin 1 hr plus sian.. went for the tarot card reading.. for this I give a 50 believe-50 dun believe cos wat she ans me may be quite true but also cannot believe in it too much… wat I really wan to find out which the card teller say about the early jan nxt yr… we sure see…

After the fortune telling went to the haunted 2.. quite scary lor.. heart almost dropped out haha…then our 2nd ride which is our last ride is wet and wild.. end up we were drench after the ride… but fun man..

1st wet couple

2nd wet couple

wet kun jie

Then I rush down to hougang k box to have another party which is.......

ITE CRAZY K GANG

To celebrate wen jian’s birthday in advance who is on 3rd nov
They have start the ball rollin at 7pm le… here the pic b4 I arrive

and a solo photo of our birthday boy wen jian !!!!!!!!!!!

birthday boy and chris

birthday boy and tonghai

yixiang and birthday boy

chengbin and birthday boy

group photo without navin
cake cutting
Though I was late for the cake cutting but the fun still goes on..

here come the late comer mr navin

me and the birthday boy

this remaining cake is all mine!!!!

wen jian and cheng bin

solo singer

now some random nice and funny pic =O enjoy!!!

Sing sing sing until almost the end and went to the nearest food court to have supper and home sweet home.. by the time I reach home is around 4am plus le.. oh my tian..

But though it was juz a short 3 hr but man really had a crazy nite wit this group of frien.

Let end this day with special edition of this pic done by wen jian below.....

and hey wen jian wish u a happy happy birthday man!!!!!!!

and tkz for the treat =)

realli like this pic alot

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1st Nov

Woke up around 11plus.. wah damn tired lor.. slack slack around in the hse b4 went to work.. reach ETP at 330 and straight went to make up for the Helloween nite.. the make up look quite okok… I also requested them to make me more scary =X

scary???

more scary!!!!

eeeEeeE

Not much crowd on the second day of helloween and manage to take a lot of photo with the ghost (secretly during work de hehe!!!!)

more photo to be upload soon.....

finish our work around 12am and then after wash up and went to mei yu chalet to celebrate her advance 21th birthday which is on 2nd nov

me and li yan after work

me and florence

by the time we reach her chalet we were damn hungry and mei yu left alot of food for us and we juz whackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alot of laugher there and also got express cookin done by kun jie and taste not bad.. i did try also.. and we were noisy until been warn by the ntuc staff.. we bought a camera and a mp4 for her as present...

express BBQ

here to wish meiyu a happy 21th birthday and may all her wish come true =)

by the time reach home it around 4 plus.. my tian again 2 day in a roll slp around 5am... haha!!!

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2nd Nov ( birthday of gordon and mei yu)

woke up around 9 plus to meet ah jia they all for mornin cycling at east coast park.. super shag sia... this was plan last min and i juz on to them...

after meet up went to have breakfast and off we go for cycling..

pic was taken while i was cycling ( skill rite hehe!!)

then we stop at bedok jetty and have a bleeze rest there...

10 yrs of buddies

friens

couple

me and joanne

double J( jas and joanne)

u jump i jump!!!!!

ah pok and joanne

bicycle sumo

after break we continue our cycling...

we rode to the end and then rode back to the rental shop.. after tat i say bye bye to them as i had to work.. and by the time i reach www it was 330pm whereas i should start work at 230pm.. wah late for 1 hrs sia.. sorri...

tired but tat was a gd cycling =P

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navin noe he was a stubborn person.. y leh he also dunno.. onli noe some action he do now is juz due to his stubborness.. he also cannot control it..

still he want to end this blog wit a message

anyone who is sick juz hope she/he can get well soon.. stay healthy always...

jia you to anyone (include navin again) who wan to quit her/his bad habit.

anyone who is feeling veri sad now ( including navin) juz cheer up.. everythin will goes well on u =)

so dun sad, 'sob'

stay happy, 'smile'

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2008-10-28T00:49:00.012+08:00

(on 26th is birthday of jocelyn and qiu yan, wish them a happy birthday!!!!!!! )

25th oct

actually was plannin was made on it

mornin: wild wild wet
afternoon: sakae sushi then wild wild wet again
evening: go town jalan jalan and dinner
nite: clubbing time

but in the end all the plan change in the last min due to unforseen circumstance

therefore 1st we went to watch high school musical 3, a nice movie with lot of nice songs

up nxt went to k box to sing k. tkz to ming sheng appearance therefore we got a discount rate.. nice

k box ming sheng
snap shot

cousin!!!!

loving couple

10yrs of frien

yrs of frien

look like real????

me!!!

after singing went to meet up with joanne and jocelyn at Robinson Walt.. then it time for clubbing
went to double O to have some fun..

the drink there was quite cheap too. juz $12 per jar..

awhile later i went out to help out somethin awhile then chiong down back to double O by cab..
by the time i reach double O it juz nice for dancing time...yeah... and crowd start to come also...

jas, joanne and jocelyn

!!!!!!!!!

same old couple

joanne and jocelyn

birthday boy and gal
they were born on same yr same date and same mth

me and joanne

there a change of song theme in every 2 hr, 1st up is mumbo, then retro and finally R&B..dancing non stop action around 3am plus..

one fair skin and one dark skin

inside dance floor

send jocelyn back home whereas jia and ling wei went to my hse to stay overnite...

26th Oct

slp until 11 plus then woke up... went to have breakfast at Blk 800plus market then went our own home...
been keep on eating alot in the whole afternoon.. after eatin breakfast bee boon then later went to eat pizza. awhile later mother brought home nasi lemak and i juz whack the food.. My god...and slack at home.. sure fat de

later in the evening went to meet old frien wee wee and tracy and bring them to my father shop to have dinner.. also at last min ask yi xiang out to join us also.. well some old ite gathering...

blur navin

cool wei wei

our xiang mei

ite gay!!!!

forever loving couple
me and tracy

xiang mei and wei wei

me and xiang mei

our leg(connected)

wei wei and me

later tat went to meet up wit jas david and ling wei to watch soccer match, chelsea vs liverpool

Final score liverpool won 1-0

super stun

jia and pok

27th oct

went to meet david to go for swimming session then work work work for money

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wat is frien???

frien are the one although nv see each other for quite sometime but still got meet out once a while tat r call frien..

navin noe he got not much frien with him but he juz feel enough to noe the frien he have now.

he also noe he goin to lose some frien due to the past mistake he had done and also due to his stubbornness too..

suddenly feel emo but he juz realli feel sad about it.

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2008-10-25T00:57:00.014+08:00

FOM team member is back!!!!!!

been awhile since we gather again.. today meet out to have lunch together and also to have an advance celebration for our da jie tuo qiu yan who is goin 19 on the 26th oct. meet out after sch and went to cafe cartel to have a small celebration

boy team

gal team

all the cake, present is kinda a last min preparation but manage to give qiu yan a small surprise =)

our birthday gal =) Qiu Yan

colourful birthday balloon

birthday cake yummy!!!!!

Yan make birthday wish

off the fire!!!!

present given by our leader sen rong =P

CDS FOM team

Me and birthday gal

sen rong and birthday gal

Bee Yean and birthday gal
Sew Tin and birthday gal

today we were being served by a staff name romar.. wow his customer service is damn gd.. and gd until we decided to write gd comment for him.. realli appreciate and enjoy his service.. manage to take photo wit him too..

Birthday gal and gd service staff Romar

me, yan, romar, tin, yean

after our lunch all have went back to do their own program.. then i acc qiu yan to wait for her aunt.. walk around for awhile then went to mac and have a small chat..

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hope qiu yan enjoy this small celebration =)

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though this is juz a short outing but realli have enjoy alot wit them. though each of us have our own program or busy wit our work but sometime it juz feel gd to meet out once awhile and have a small gathering.. so guy and gal we shall meet out again soon..

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this is the 1st successful planning outin organise by navin and he felt quite satisfied wit it

although he onli noe tis group for juz around 1/2 a yr but realli click along well wit them.

he also noe plannin an outing is not an easy task but he will try to do more plannin for the outing for his other frien.. try lah.. haha.. so stay tune =)

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2008-10-23T23:58:00.003+08:00

school from 9 to 6.. like workin hours.. again slpin mode for the day.. sian.. comfirm need to buck up nxt wk le...

nxt up after sch went to meet kit ping and bei yi for dinner.. but meet up kit ping at tm 1st..
then tm there a sale and i went to buy 2 Bermuda with thinkin twice... 46 buck... oh my...
then went abit of shoppin.. once bei yi arrive then went to century square food court... order fish bake rice... wow nice sia... guy and gal should try it out too... chat chat alot of tin.. feel better...

then later awhile meet out jasmine and ling wee for awhile since they at tamp area... again went shoppin with them for awhile..
after tat again went to meet bei yi and kit ping at coffee bean... wah a busy meeting for me...

juz now a frien of mine give me a website to watch mine favourite show heroes season 3... realli tkz alot =)

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today navin now felt speechless for a moment....
but at least he felt abit better after today...

outbreak soon need to drink lot of water....

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2008-10-21T00:35:00.003+08:00

1st day in my 2nd yr in TP... went early to meet my frien to settle my CDS..

1st day of class already have a assignment and need to hand it up on wed... my god till now i also dunno wat to do.... 2 more day to deadline..

mood of the day: holiday mood
mode of the day: slpin mode

during lecture and tuitorial i have been slpin all the way.. dunno y also juz too tired.. also no mood to study too... super super no mood...

end of sch day 1

after sch went down to wild wild wet to help out awhile... realli awhile juz help out to do some closin cos most of them are new staff and dunno how to do closin... so juz do as much as i can b4 i leave at 6pm

nxt went to meet my cousin to city place to meet her bf and do some shoppin.. b4 shop went to eat subway 1st cos damn hungry... now i noe subway got student price haha nxt time can get cheap cheap rate le... after eating went to shop around... today i have been sayin alot lame stuff and it like diao lor.... also some photo taken at the accessory shop( to be upload soon)

a tired day with tired mood...

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navin went home alone and again flashback about wat happen recently which make him emo again... he wan to erase it away but cant... this are bad memory which he will nv forget how bastard he is.. which will alway remain in him....

found a meaningful pic in his com and hope can do according wat the pic stated

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2008-10-20T00:44:00.004+08:00

18/10/08 mahjong session time... it been awhile since me and my frien havin mahjong, if not wrong for mths le... starting had been losing all the way, almost goin to $100 but goin to the end i have won hmm $30.. phew..

then later send them back home and reach home around4am plus the straight go slp.. nxt day workin doin cashier somemore... can die le..

the following day doin cashier... was doin quite slowly cos dun wan to have any shortage... luckily at the end of the settlement i nv got any shortage but excess 10cent instead..

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navin, still been feeling sad, low and emo

he wonder.....

since when he become so emo??
why has he become like this???
how long he has to be like tis???
when will he be goin to turn back to the old navin again???

navin also dun have the ans of the above..
but he noe he will remain in this state for quite sometime
cos wat he saw wat he heard has given him alot of damage which F**k ass**** navin truely deserve it...
tis time STM dun realli help him alot...

is there anyone anyone anyone .................

this few day navin has been avoiding alot of thing... dun wan to face it.. not a man at all...
he juz hope time will slowly help him to face it... hope it soon or sooner...

once again he is listening to 失落非主流 again
a song which he cant stop listening once it is played..
a song that will ease his feeling..

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20/10 is chocolate birthday so wish her a happy birthday.. hope she has an enjoyable birthday celebration later but still have to look after her own health.=P but muz enjoy wor!!!!!!!

20/10 also is my sch new sem new term start for me.. meeting my poly frien soon and we goin to work hard for gd result and play hard too... same goes to other frien study in TP.. Jia You wor =)

2008-10-18T00:00:00.009+08:00

after work went to meet out wit my ns frien in downtown east... last min plannin goin to sakura to eat... tat was around 840pm like tis.. 40 min more to shop close.. so once we make the payment we juz whack the food... faster take as many food as possible as eat onli.. soon after we are full like siao... almost puke.. but realli have a long gd chat =)

gek ask me whether wan to have dinner wit them on sat nite after work... muz apologise to her tat i unable to join them cos already have an appointment wit my frien for mahjong session le.. so it will be the ladies nite for them to enjoy themself.. realli sorri.

havin a frien's birthday fall on 18 oct and tat is ah hua
wish her a happy 20th birthday and hope she had a enjoyable birthday celebration wit her best frien and frien... have an enjoyable 20th birthday celebration =)

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this recently navin have been listenin one of jay new song 失落非主流
once listen to this song juz cant stop listening to it
a nice song with meaningful lyrics..
got one time listen until he shed tear.. no kidding...
juz find the song veri emotional and sad... tear simply juz flow out from his eye...
emo navin listen to emo song...

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2008-10-17T00:52:00.005+08:00

heading to work wit a headache but hmm quite ok lah... manpower of 4 including me but also tkz to ETP send one staff out too to help.. but not many ppl today quite slack also... doin alot of slackin stun and let boss see it... diao... prepare to get fired soon... then knockin off work soon headache come back again

went to check my sch time table.. wow same class with my classmate in yr 1.. tat gd.. can study together, project together, realli muz study hard.. time table also not bad but no CDS sian.. sch open need to re-apply again sian...

after work went to raymond chalet.. an invitation from him for a small BBQ gathering.. but b4 tat went to interchange to buy some donuts for them cos dun feel gd goin empty handed... nv seen his family for quite while le... ben still as handsome as ever, celine still pretty as ever and as for justin.. he recognise me as kor kor na... tat a shock and miracle to me as he still remember me =) after eating went to acrade wit them along wit gek hua and ling..
sometime it take time......................................................

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bastard navin have a dream phone which is samsung OMNIA( super cool)

3 day more to sch reopen soon and have to study again..

this holiday has been a up and down like a roller coaster to bastard navin... cos he has cause so many problem to other... bastard navin still got alot of thing to steam it out but juz forget it..... best to be remain unsaid ( keep it inside the heart)

headache again need to slp le

back pain also back again goin to cripple soon

outbreak soon need to drink alot of water

dying then better die fastter for me =)

2008-10-15T22:31:00.004+08:00

recap of a few tin

some forfit i have done after losin a game at mindcafe

i damn cock lor

doin ear piercing on 13/10 with cousin at orchard (look damn ugly on me)

14/10 went to look for a old frien whom i have not seen for mths le. a frien who realli guide and help me alot in the past.. went all the way to the west and find him... in the end he treat me all the way.. but realli feel more better after chatting wit him =)

got EXSA Trophy and prize today(15/10)

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this 2 day have been thinking alot of thin... quite down and nv slp well... wat the cause??? it all start of a blog, which was delete away... a blog which navin juz wan ask himself.. but he make a mistake.. then happen to read a blog.... a gd one.. realli realli made him stun but muz realli tkz to the blog tat made navin realise one tin... navin is truely a bastard, a one f**kin ****ass. and he truely agree with himself.. he juz deserve it... cos he realli is a f**kin a**hole.. tin nxt time can call him bastard navin le.. once again he realli deserve it...

actually the problem all lie wit navin... a big attention seeker... cause so many trouble to other... saying sorri doesn't mean can solve all the problem... navin need a change.. wat change??? gd or bad??? he dunno... wat can he change to??? emo navin, attitude navin, helpful navin, joker navin, heartless navin, heckcare navin, quiet navin, caring navin, cruel navin etc ...

each day he can be either one of the above or can be multiple in a day but he sooner or later will......

some thin may be best to be kept deep inside his heart and remain unsaid in order not to cos more more misunderstanding... he noe words tat r out cannot be taken back again and thing will nv be the same again... he will nv be the same too.. cos he deserve all the bad reputation..

having a headache now, got to go and slp

2008-10-11T10:45:00.009+08:00

finally family is back.. and they realli having fun at bangkok... somemore they complain not enough stay... haha... but they nv buy my stuff.. onli buy wine for me... so it ok lah haha =P

heard from them my cousin weddin was a successful... was done by 2 type of tradition.. one under chinese tradition and one under thai tradition... here the a few shot of thai tradition wedding..........

then also heard from my father tat alot of gal keep lookin at my bro during the wedding ceremony... mean how gd lookin is my bro is lor... and true i agree he the most handsome among us =P

my pretty thai cousin and my handsome bro

time to go for a swim... then have to work later...

(Thought of the moment: Do navin have a chance?? he noe it impossible but The Feeling in his heart juz cant go away... he reali wan to let go.. juz wan to pull a full stop on it...)

2008-10-10T22:42:00.005+08:00

last day of home alone

today as usual wake up around 10 plus... recieve a sms from cailing sayin she be takin MC for the day... meaning i be the in charge for work... sian!!!!!!

driving down to work... workin with chan chang kaiting, shiting and auntie.. still same as usual long queue b4 the opening... so faster shorten the queue and relax le... well time seen to be goin veri slow today but juz work lor...

actually planning to go watch movie after work but then in the end cancel... quite sad lah cos.............. but it ok lah they have their own appointment mah... haha so navin cheer up man =)

today cousin scold me y i keep spending money on frien rather then on myself... haha well i did realise tat but i dunno y also... maybe for me myself dun worth spending at all....

after work send chan chang home since i free.. chat chat chat until reach her hse downstair then i went home le....

now waiting for my family to arrive in singapore and goin to fetch them home. hope they got buy the stuff i wan =)

2008-10-10T00:57:00.003+08:00

home alone day 4

OH MY GOD!!!!! i woke up at 12pm leh... workin from 12 to 8 today and i woke up at 12 noon... diao!!!! set the alarm for 10am, 10:05, 10:10, 10:15 and 10:30 and adjust tis alarm timing for 3 time each but still cannot wake up... quickly wash up and decided to drive down to work...

by the time i clock in is 1231pm.. sian deduct one hr pay... somemore still tired and hungry man... workin like zombie >_<" and long queue also made me more blur like cock... but queue is cleared in no time tkz to the cashier...

then me and joan and charlotte went for lunch.. tin me and joan like hungry monster sia... joan went to order chicken rice with extra one bowl of rice and on plate of fried wanton and one desert and i order (big serving) fried fish meat rice with extra rice and one desert... b4 tat i have already ate a sandwich which auntie sew huah gave me... Crazy man..

after work send charlotte home then went to send siew gek home... and went to her hse downstair and have a chat... paiseh leh ask her to acc me.. chat wit her for one hr++ then go home le...

(My Thought of the moment: sometime in order to give somethin up u have to be cruel... but iszit true??? well i did try but seen quite hard to give that somethin up.. juz dun realli noe how to explain =(
those are the word tat my heart cant say )

2008-10-09T03:40:00.004+08:00

Home Alone Day 3

juz reach home from Power Station..

today actually we are goin to zouk to for clubbin for ladies nite de... so we meet up together at paris ris and then take cab down to zouk.. the queue was damn long lor... and queue for quite awhile then we found out tat the ladies ticket has sold out... waste our time... diao...

then we change our destination which is Stan Jame Power Station.. not many ppl when we came in... then went in to find a table and order our drink.. there a moment where a teacher up on the stage teachin Hip Hop and i learn abit... nice..

wow if not wrong got 5 jar , 2 bottle, 4 cup of drink... then we drink until like mad lor and some got drunk after drinkin.. then here come arba music and start dancing... ppl start to flow in and dance floor is damn pack.... hard to dance too.. but all enjoy themselves..

when time to go home... i was takin cab alone home while the rest takin other cab cos all living in the same area... i happen to take a cab where the driver was a racer in the past... so he drove around 220 km/h and juz took around 15 to 20 min reach home... and tat was damn shiok lor.. wanna to sit tat type of car again...

time to slp le... tml still have to work from 12 to 8.. sian... nitez

2008-10-08T01:33:00.007+08:00

Home Alone day 2

woke up around 10 plus and slack awhile... after tat do house keeping... house super dirty lor... actually wan to go to market to buy some dim sum to eat for breakfast but there a sudden rain then forget it man... in the end nv eat for the whole morning and afternoon.. diao....

around 2 plus get prepare myself for the D&D later in the evenin and will be driving... went down to find siew gek 1st.. went to her hse and help her to choose the outfit for the D&D.. quite nice leh cos i choose for her de.. then havin a small chat then went to jasmin hse to fetch her and joan.. 1st time seeing jasmin wearing dress seh =P and she look quite pretty wor..

then went down to downtown east to meet kenny and the rest... wah all of them dress up pretty and handsome... tin i the most ugliest among them haha... then went in D'Marquee to get seat...
waiting for the food to be serve... super hungry..
while waiting for the food listening to the commentator who tell alot of lame but veri funny joke sia.. laugh like mad haha.... FINALLY food is serve, though is juz so so onli but juz whack onli ahaha...

i got emo for juz juz JUZ awhile but then ok le... manage to take lot of photo(* to be upload soon)
overall foe the D&D was veri fun haha...

D&D end around 10 plus but joan was still hungry.. my god!!!!! after sendin ah hua home then went to eat again... go to Mac at hougang to eat and then home sweet home..

tml will be goin to zouk wit the gang again... wonder whether will be same fun as today anot... we sure find out tml... so slp le nitez guy and gal ZzzzZZzzzz

2008-10-06T22:45:00.008+08:00

Home Alone day 1

around 430am in the mornin send my family and ah ma to the airport terminal ask they be takin 630am flight to bangkok... reach home around 5 plus and went back to slp again...

woke up around 9 plus.. and somemore is automatic wan lor sian... slack slack slack until 11 then go prepare to go to work...

today work as cashier and was giving OJT on one staff.. quite a fast learner... most of the time she doin cashier while i slackin reading comic hehe..... but i also got do cashier lah >_<" but in the end of the day have a shortage of $5... sian........... also dunno y leh... tink is me giving wrong change to guest ba...

after work me siew gek and chocolate went to tampines together.. ah gek went to meet her sis while me and chocolate went shopping.. then having dinner together b4 went home..... went to mac to try out the wasabi fish burger and wasabi shake shake fries.. quite nice but not full at all...

about D&D tml i have plan wat to wear le.... and hope dun emo during D&D time.. tin won lah cos now muz learn how to control.. navin u can do it de =P

2008-10-05T22:38:00.003+08:00

workin for the full shift..
woke up late and then chiong cab down... super sian money fly le...
today work like kinda weird weird de.. also dunno y.. maybe tink alot of tin ba... haiz....
but manage to share some problem with jasmin... tkz alot.. feeling better after telling..
juz wan to finish work faster today lor..

but b4 finish work manage to get jayyyyyy zhou new album 周杰倫 - 魔杰座 wahahaha....

goin to be home alone from 07/10 to 10/10 cos all my parent and bro and ah ma will be flying to bangkok to attend my cousin weddin... hope they have fun at bangkok.. but no one to acc me le..

08/10 is the Dinner & Dance at D' Marquee Downtown East for the Exsa Award. wah 1st time to attend D&D, hope it will be fun lor.. wondering how it like... muz wear nice nice... and how the food there too??? cant wait tat day to come man haha...

2008-10-02T01:12:00.008+08:00

1st of oct... opening of wild wild wet... lot lot of crowd.. and lot lot of complain.. but still manage to handle..

happen to realise alot of tin.. when tat everythin is back to last time.... the ppl there also back to last time... not the same as sept tat time... still remember tat sept time still click with them... now when all tin is back to normal, their attitude also change le.. or in fact not click to them after all.. well realli do cherish this friendship alot... but somehow it time to let it go... heard a sentence saying treasure wat u have now b4 they go... well realli have treasure the time we enjoy on the sept.. now it time to release... the most important tin is there are happy.... it doesn't matter how i feel at all.. or maybe i tin too much...

but hey... y bother to tin about all tis tin... life still goes on rite.. maybe everythin will over once i out of there soon..

but no matter wat they will alway be my frien =)

now havin fever and heachache but still have to go work.... now it for the sake of money!!!!!!!!

2008-09-30T21:53:00.029+08:00

dun understand how come my monitor is back on track once my 2nd bro back home
maybe he got magic hand ba..

now back to topic.

last 4 to 5 day have been a busy day for me.. keep comin home late and no chance to use com...

so let tok about 26/9/08 (2 frien birthday on the same day)
my sec frien terrence's birthday.. he went to give us a treat at jumbo restaurant at east coast..

and we order..... ( below are the dishes)

me and vincent

me and jonathan

me and birthday boy

vinc and beng
pok and beng

ah tan and beng

so qiao my another birthday frien bei yi also havin dinner at jumbo restuarant.. went to to find the birthday gal and pass her the present.. have some pic wit her too...

nic and willy

our birthday gal beiyi

me and birthday gal

so after dinner one of our frien vincent went to treat us at Haggen-Daz

banana split

yummy!!!!

like a dog
empty liao

tat the end celebrating with the birthday boy.. nxt is to celebrate with the birthday gal..

they came to fetch me and decided to go loyang point party world to sing...

food and drink

me and kitping
beiyi and her bf wei yi

hope they enjoy themselve on their birthday =P happy birthday to birthday boy terrrence and birthday gal bei yi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tat the end of 26th sept 08

on the 27 /09 /08

went shopping with cousin jia jia and ling wei..

there a great warehouse sale of branded good like GUESS and other stuff at Hyatt Hotel..
wah the tin there is damn cheap and not onli tat alot of ppl too... and most of them are ladies...

now i noe when come to great sale all the ladies are like warrior... and start the war...fierce sia... haha..

later in the evening went to meet david and jocelyn to go to suntec city for another warehouse sale for Levi... then we went to starbuck to chill....

pok and joce

tat ah jia and ah wei arh
friens!!!!

while chilling we heard the race engine of the formula 1.. lot of crowd too..
wow can u imagine the sound of the engine.. super loud lor..

manage to video the short scene.. enjoy

then home sweet home...

oh ya actually i bought one guess bag for my mother and one for a frien whose birthday comin in oct.. but leh when let my mother see she wan both the bag..

haha so i give her lor since she like it =P

sorri my frien but i will buy ur favourite tin for ur birthday present =)

tat my ma ma =)
this wan bag wanna give to a frien present but....

end of 27th sept 08

on the 28 / 09 / 08

wake up in the mornin went to sengkang to swim.. wah sengkang swimming complex was nice.. not onli got slide to play, got indoor swimming pool somemore... nxt time not afraid of rainin anymore..

in the afternoon went to check in chalet.. the rest arrive around in the evening... went to prepare the necessary soft drink to mixed wit the liquor.. wahuhahah... the 2 liquor is Chivas and vodka vanilla

2 little pretty small cousin

once everyone arrive time to party.. play card game to drink man

there a new game recommend by my bro which comfirm made everyone drink de...

here the rule goes:

card A= drink 1/4 cup

card 2= drink 1/2 cup

card 3= drink 3/4 cup

card 4= drink whole cup

card 5= thumb master

card 6= safe

card 7= toilet break

card 8= safe

card 9= the one on ur left drink

card 10= the one on ur rite drink

card J= story telling

card Q= category

card K= set new rule

juz one of this game almost made us mabo sia.. somemore we play 2 time

drunken

1st time in my 23 yr plus of life nv get so mabo b4 lor... wah then we start to anyhow anyhow le...

drunken slpin

and we been too noisy in the middle of the nite and gana complain by other room.. not once but 3 time.. my god man... tat show how chaos we are.. haha but fun man...

havor until 4 am pluz then all concast tat the party we have for the day...

the following day have to work and damn shag lor... then at nite went to watch movie.. then reach home around 12 plus.... finally have a gd slp..

but back problem comin back again now also got sore throat...

1 more day to 1st oct and new opening of wild wild wet... hope everythin goes well...

2008-09-26T09:47:00.011+08:00

sian arh... my com spoil.... tin is my monitor spoil... sian need to borrow money from my mother and brother to buy a new monitor.... now in school typing blog lol....

lets tok about the admin chalet last nite.... during workin we went to prepare for the stuff tat need in the BBQ.. meeting siew gek and cailing to buy the food. after tat we went to check in aranda room.. tis is my 2nd stay at aranda.. a veri big space tin can contain around 20 ppl ba..

after work time to put on the fire on the bbq pit le... wah so hardworking..

got awhile i feel abit emo but then i buck again in awhile cos tkz to........................... AH GEK!!!!!!!!!!!!

see ah gek in sexy position
me and siew gek ( nice taken)

so once everythin is prepare and set...... time for BBQ...

the rest of the admin staff came around 7 plus to join for the BBQ..

Act cute jasmin
jas and mark

mark BBQ

mark and florence

see how jasmin so shy with mark=P

after awhile it mahjong time~!`!~! me cailing, charlotte kun jie siew gek and xue hua went to mahjong room to play mahjong... tis time we using automactic shuffle mahjong to play.. it will auto shuffle the tiles for you and arrange in order. save time and save energy.. but feel kinda weird weird de cos dun have to feel of shuffle the tile urself...

all the ppl keepin on playin auto table b4 starting the game but it damn cool lah..

meanwhile xue hua took the cam and took a mass photo around ( My God!!!!!!)

we should be playin until 1145 but then we keep on delay and complete the game at around 1..

when we get back to the room most of the ppl have gone back home le onli.. at tat time siew gek was abit not feeling well and she went to slp and slp like no one business leh slp like a wood lor.. no one can wake her up...

so left me kun jie chan chang charlotte and joan to be awake.. have a small chat then we went to interchange to buy some vodka to drink... around 5 plus most ppl went to slp le except joan and kun jie... they were chatting at balcony...

the following day then check out the room...

well... quite enjoyable but i noe most of them realli have fun wit it....

2008-09-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

drawn by charlotte

today my cousin got pissed off by me....

she was goin to give byran tuition at after 1830 att ah ma hse after her work..

then i tell her to meet me at downtown east to go together and told will took onli half an hr to reach ah ma hse from downtown.

but the timing is all wrong... nv expect to have traffic jam and time was waste.. in the end she was late

she was so damn pissed and almost nv tok to me for the whole journey.. i was scared sia..

in conclusion because of my bad plannin and cop up that cause her to be late for her tuiton..
saying sorri cant possible to make it up..
wat i can do now is do better planning and tis time muz think of any possibility tat may occur.. no mistake is given..